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Evening.
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I’m Jacob’s uncle.
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Can you tell Louis?
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Is the body here?
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In his room down there.
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I’m paying my respects to Louis.
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A visitor. Family.
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What family? What are you saying?
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My family is here.
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Why are you here, Borkman?
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You came for a visit?
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Yes, I came.
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Say hello to my wife?
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Where is Faunia?
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Faunia!
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Hello.
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Stupid me! You never met her.
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Faunia, the mother of my son who died.
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Louis, leave him be, please.
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Excuse, me, ma’am.
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I came simply to offer my condolences.
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- In the name of our former friendship.
- Former friendship!
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You get off on death?
You like that!
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You never came to see my son alive!
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Louis.
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With your priestly airs.
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How did you get my address?
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15 years you spit in my face!
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Stick your condolences up your ass!
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Get out of here! You scumbag!
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I’ll go wash my hands of you!
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Where is Alice?
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You came too.
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Decency forbade you from entering?
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You have no decency.
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Why are you crying?
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Wipe your red eyes.
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My son was six.
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You had 6 years to meet him,
send a gift, a card.
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Christmas, a birthday,
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you never knew him!
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Alice!
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You didn’t lose anything.
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I’ve lost more than my life.
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You indecent monster.
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Leave or I’ll call the cops.
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Come.
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We’ll go home.
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BROTHER AND SISTER
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FIVE YEARS LATER
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Abel?
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We’re not late. Careful, not so fast.
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Don’t worry, dear.
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I’m being careful.
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Shit.
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Slow down.
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We’re going to die.
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Put on your hazards.
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I think I saw a woman in there.
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I think so too.
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Call an ambulance. I’ll go see.
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Miss?
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Look at me.
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Can you try to lower the window?
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Turn the knob.
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Look at me.
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Yes, you had an accident.
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Speak to me.
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What’s your name?
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You have to call my mother.
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Yes.
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We will, but...
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Call my mother, it’s her car.
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We’ll call her.
Don’t worry.
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It’s not my car.
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Calm down...
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My parents will kill me.
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Give me your hand.
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Give it to me.
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Step back, Marie-Louise!
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There’s gas everywhere!
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Sir?
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I don’t feel my legs.
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I can’t move my legs!
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Calm down.
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Move them nice and slow.
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Abel!
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It will blow up.
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It hurts!
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Calm down.
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Alice?
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Are you ready?
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You’re on in 20 minutes.
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I’m coming in.
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You’re not dressed?
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I can’t act tonight.
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What did you do?
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I didn’t know how to bear the shame.
I beat myself.
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Read my brother’s book?
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I don’t read your brother’s books.
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He wrote stuff again...
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I don’t care about your brother.
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Get dressed and go on.
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I couldn’t help reading it.
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It’s my name.
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On the cover of the book.
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He stole my name.
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Every single page in his book is...
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to sully me.
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The audience will see the red on my cheeks.
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On my ears.
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I’m going home.
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I haven’t the strength.
Too much humiliation, Christian.
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You can’t ban
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your brother’s books.
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You tried once.
Now get dressed and go on stage.
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What happened?
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Nothing, see? I’m in costume.
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Alice? These are for you.
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- Put them in my dressing room?
- Sure.
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And break a leg.
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Ouch.
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You’re distressed.
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I’m valiant.
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Not true.
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Christian found you in pieces.
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Never again will I go to pieces
in front of him.
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The wig.
Shall I accompany you?
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Put in on here.
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- Is your son coming?
- He’s with his uncle.
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My parents are coming.
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They should be here.
They’re not answering.
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Shall I check?
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Please.
They’re so old.
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It’s fine.
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I’ll tell the ushers.
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I sent you their contact info.
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- Break a leg.
- Ouch.
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Stage fright?
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Fear of disappointing.
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It’s great that you took over.
Break a leg.
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Ouch.
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Greta, were you dancing?
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Of course.
Didn’t you see me?
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I’m trying to get Mr. D’Arcy to sing.
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And you?
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What row had you with Miss Ivors?
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No row. Why?
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- She said so?
- More or less.
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She just wanted me
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to go to west Ireland, and I said no.
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Their seats are empty!
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I called. They didn’t answer.
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Call the hospitals.
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Go on.
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Gabriel?
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Aunt Kate wants you to carve the goose.
I’ll do the pudding.
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All right.
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Ma’am?
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I’m not asking for an autograph.
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- I won’t bother you.
- Alice cannot speak.
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I just wanted to say
you changed my life.
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Before seeing you, I was in disorder.
You set my life right.
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I cannot, miss. Leave me now.
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- Where are my parents?
- Alive.
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What happened?
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They were hit by a truck.
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Mom is in a coma.
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And...
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And Dad?
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Did you speak to him?
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We’ve been waiting. He’s in shock.
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How are you?
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Dunno.
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I want to see him.
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Where is he?
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He’s here but he’s asleep.
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I want to see him.
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Stay.
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- I won’t see them.
- I’ll stay.
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- My sister wants to see him.
- No. He’s asleep.
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I must.
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Quickly, then we’ll take him to the OR.
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Dad, look.
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Alice came.
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There was a car crash
with a girl inside.
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Further on, another vehicle,
with no one in it.
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We think it was your parents
who pulled over
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to help the young woman.
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In the meantime, a truck lost control.
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It plowed into the car that had crashed.
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And the girl?
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Dead on impact.
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How old was she?
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Eighteen.
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Hello!
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Richard’s not here?
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He’s on his way.
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- I’d like to rent a horse.
- Of course.
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But first, a glass of water.
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- That’s a big one.
- Yes, he is.
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I can’t believe how thirsty I was.
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Zwy!
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Richard!
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What are you doing here?
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I came to see Louis.
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There’s still no road to get there?
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No, for that
you need a horse.
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Good horse.
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Do my stirrups.
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Hold on.
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Remember how to ride?
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Barely.
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You’ll be fine.
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I’m afraid, but I’m off.
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Let go!
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Hello, young man!
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You’re back!
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You’re a hobo, my friend!
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I am!
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Hold him for me.
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You smell!
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- Yes, I smell!
- Bad!
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Like strength!
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Come.
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Pain in the ass to get here!
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Middle of nowhere!
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But once I finish rebuilding it,
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and there’s a road,
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I’ll sell it and be very rich.
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Very rich?
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Rich enough.
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Why did you come?
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Your parents had an accident last night.
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Serious?
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Serious.
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I’ve come for you.
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If my sister’s there, I won’t go.
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Your parents will die.
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Says my sister?
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I never saw your sister again.
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Your brother called me.
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- How’s my nephew?
- Joseph?
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In Lille with Alice.
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I saw him at your brother’s.
He says he misses you.
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Listen...
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Charming, for the son of a psycho.
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Alice...
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will be waiting with a rifle.
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Does my nephew know that?
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You’re coming with me tomorrow.
I have your ticket.
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What’s going on?
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Zwy!
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Faunia!
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Why did you marry a Christian?
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The pot and the kettle!
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You only sleep with shiksas.
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Not my fault,
Jewish women scare me!
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I’m scared of nothing.
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Can you bear being alone with him?
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Poorly, but I bear it.
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And the isolation?
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We can move by horseback.
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I teach once a month in Toulouse.
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Good.
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Why did you stop teaching?
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No desire.
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I liked insurrection.
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Meaning?
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I cannot tremble at each word uttered.
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I don’t live in a subdued world.
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Such a hunger for censorship,
what ignorance!
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I was muffled.
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Angry Louis.
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Louis is always angry.
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Are you two happy?
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What?
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So why not come back
amongst the living?
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00:18:08,333 --> 00:18:11,208
Here I see my son’s father every day.
282
00:18:12,458 --> 00:18:14,042
It’s a blessing.
283
00:18:21,583 --> 00:18:24,000
There’s one seat left on the plane.
284
00:18:24,167 --> 00:18:26,125
No, I don’t want her to come.
285
00:18:26,292 --> 00:18:27,875
You shut up.
286
00:18:28,542 --> 00:18:30,167
Let her decide!
287
00:18:30,417 --> 00:18:33,083
Come see his parents before they pass.
288
00:18:33,667 --> 00:18:35,542
Thanks, but I won’t come.
289
00:18:35,958 --> 00:18:37,083
Mount your horse.
290
00:18:38,000 --> 00:18:39,500
Why won’t you come?
291
00:18:39,917 --> 00:18:42,458
Louis has been a pariah
for 20 years.
292
00:18:42,625 --> 00:18:44,708
I want to be the wife of a pariah.
293
00:18:45,375 --> 00:18:46,458
I won’t go.
294
00:18:48,333 --> 00:18:49,333
Go on.
295
00:18:50,167 --> 00:18:51,292
Come.
296
00:18:53,833 --> 00:18:55,000
Safe travels.
297
00:19:06,042 --> 00:19:08,083
Excuse me, I’m terribly late.
298
00:19:08,250 --> 00:19:10,458
Clément Rivière, it’s an honor.
299
00:19:11,458 --> 00:19:12,917
This way, I think.
300
00:19:14,375 --> 00:19:16,958
The theater didn’t tell me
you were so young.
301
00:19:17,292 --> 00:19:18,375
Is that a flaw?
302
00:19:18,542 --> 00:19:19,958
Not at all.
303
00:19:25,750 --> 00:19:27,042
What will you have?
304
00:19:27,708 --> 00:19:31,375
Gin with ice and lemon, please.
305
00:19:32,833 --> 00:19:34,125
I know, it’s morning.
306
00:19:34,292 --> 00:19:36,667
No need to look at me wide-eyed.
307
00:19:37,958 --> 00:19:39,375
Will you have something?
308
00:19:39,667 --> 00:19:40,917
I don’t drink.
309
00:19:41,750 --> 00:19:42,875
Tea?
310
00:19:43,625 --> 00:19:45,042
Nothing. I’m good.
311
00:19:47,667 --> 00:19:50,667
I don’t have to record,
if you’d rather not.
312
00:19:51,292 --> 00:19:52,542
Will this take long?
313
00:19:52,750 --> 00:19:53,833
It depends on you.
314
00:19:54,542 --> 00:19:56,000
I have plenty of time.
315
00:19:56,167 --> 00:19:57,292
“Depends on me.”
316
00:19:57,958 --> 00:20:00,042
Spoken like a true journalist.
317
00:20:01,333 --> 00:20:04,750
I know you’re undergoing
hardships at the moment.
318
00:20:05,167 --> 00:20:07,292
We can push off the interview.
319
00:20:07,792 --> 00:20:10,083
No, I think I can withstand it.
320
00:20:22,583 --> 00:20:25,000
Why did you want to interview me?
321
00:20:26,000 --> 00:20:28,583
My editor wanted a portrait
of a female artist.
322
00:20:30,750 --> 00:20:33,042
And I think I’ve seen all your plays.
323
00:20:34,458 --> 00:20:38,375
Then you can switch on your recorder.
324
00:20:44,667 --> 00:20:48,292
I’d like to start with a silence,
if you don’t mind.
325
00:20:48,583 --> 00:20:49,833
Yours.
326
00:20:50,708 --> 00:20:53,750
You’ve never mentioned
your brother’s books.
327
00:20:56,583 --> 00:20:57,500
But...
328
00:20:58,208 --> 00:21:01,167
I have just one brother.
He’s never written.
329
00:21:02,417 --> 00:21:05,750
He’s a gym teacher. In Roubaix.
330
00:21:06,667 --> 00:21:08,750
I meant Louis Vuillard.
331
00:21:13,917 --> 00:21:15,125
How curious.
332
00:21:18,083 --> 00:21:20,625
I’ve always sided with the wounded.
333
00:21:22,500 --> 00:21:25,083
I don’t think I like people who wound.
334
00:21:26,667 --> 00:21:28,708
Were you wounded by his books?
335
00:21:31,167 --> 00:21:33,750
How in love with your question you are.
336
00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:39,167
I don’t think
my answer would interest you.
337
00:21:39,375 --> 00:21:41,417
And I think we’re done here.
338
00:21:41,833 --> 00:21:42,875
You’re bleeding.
339
00:21:44,042 --> 00:21:46,042
Wait, I’ll give you something.
340
00:21:47,875 --> 00:21:48,875
Here.
341
00:21:49,208 --> 00:21:51,000
Take this, if...
342
00:22:09,917 --> 00:22:11,333
Your pen.
343
00:22:11,750 --> 00:22:12,875
My pocket.
344
00:22:25,875 --> 00:22:27,292
Do you have a notepad?
345
00:22:27,458 --> 00:22:28,750
I’ll get you one.
346
00:22:39,042 --> 00:22:40,083
Here you go.
347
00:22:44,333 --> 00:22:45,375
Alice,
348
00:22:45,792 --> 00:22:48,917
everything got off on the wrong foot,
the left one.
349
00:22:49,083 --> 00:22:52,042
The one you wake up on
since you were born.
350
00:22:52,458 --> 00:22:55,250
Or rather: “since I was born”.
351
00:22:56,500 --> 00:22:58,750
The wrong foot is universal.
352
00:22:59,330 --> 00:23:02,960
How could things be different
between brother and sister?
353
00:23:03,208 --> 00:23:04,667
Or between two sisters?
354
00:23:05,250 --> 00:23:06,792
Or two brothers.
355
00:23:07,625 --> 00:23:09,625
Of course things began badly.
356
00:23:09,875 --> 00:23:11,167
For each of us.
357
00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:14,292
But what would we do with that?
358
00:23:15,292 --> 00:23:17,250
Of course
things are wobbly.
359
00:23:17,708 --> 00:23:20,125
We must take pleasure in the wobble.
360
00:23:21,208 --> 00:23:22,625
But this wobbliness...
361
00:23:22,792 --> 00:23:25,083
you confused it
with your bad temper.
362
00:23:25,792 --> 00:23:26,667
Anouk?
363
00:23:27,167 --> 00:23:28,417
My God!
364
00:23:28,792 --> 00:23:30,625
You had such a bad temper.
365
00:23:31,292 --> 00:23:33,250
Abel pretended it was funny.
366
00:23:33,417 --> 00:23:34,750
It never was.
367
00:23:34,917 --> 00:23:36,125
For no one.
368
00:23:36,500 --> 00:23:37,792
It was just...
369
00:23:38,042 --> 00:23:39,000
painful.
370
00:23:39,167 --> 00:23:42,083
We all gave up hoping you’d improve.
371
00:23:44,208 --> 00:23:45,250
And then,
372
00:23:45,708 --> 00:23:47,208
you became an actress.
373
00:23:47,917 --> 00:23:51,833
And your spite turned into love of good,
which terrifies me.
374
00:23:55,125 --> 00:23:57,542
Your childhood was marked by anger.
375
00:23:57,917 --> 00:24:01,167
Your maturity,
by an alarming taste for saintliness.
376
00:24:10,833 --> 00:24:12,042
Fidèle...
377
00:24:12,625 --> 00:24:13,875
My little boy.
378
00:24:15,458 --> 00:24:19,708
I think I was with a young woman
on the road.
379
00:24:21,917 --> 00:24:23,208
She died, Dad.
380
00:24:27,292 --> 00:24:29,083
Why am I alive?
381
00:24:30,583 --> 00:24:31,625
I don’t know.
382
00:24:32,417 --> 00:24:34,333
The paramedics don’t get it.
383
00:24:37,417 --> 00:24:38,667
I think...
384
00:24:39,333 --> 00:24:40,958
I was running...
385
00:24:46,708 --> 00:24:48,250
Where is Marie-Louise?
386
00:24:49,417 --> 00:24:51,833
Mom is in another unit.
387
00:24:52,958 --> 00:24:54,375
She’s in a coma.
388
00:24:54,542 --> 00:24:56,333
Marie-Louise is not dead.
389
00:24:56,833 --> 00:24:58,333
She’s just next door.
390
00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:00,833
You’ve just woken up.
391
00:25:02,250 --> 00:25:04,000
I want to see my wife.
392
00:25:06,833 --> 00:25:09,625
Fidèle, go take a picture.
393
00:25:34,333 --> 00:25:37,500
Why didn’t they put us
in the same room?
394
00:25:38,000 --> 00:25:39,958
Because it wasn’t possible.
395
00:26:00,625 --> 00:26:02,542
She’s Sleeping Beauty.
396
00:26:09,042 --> 00:26:10,708
I called Zwy, you know.
397
00:26:12,833 --> 00:26:14,583
He went to get Louis.
398
00:26:19,625 --> 00:26:21,458
I’ll go with you to hospital.
399
00:26:21,625 --> 00:26:22,958
I prefer to be alone.
400
00:26:25,042 --> 00:26:27,042
I’ll give you some taxi money.
401
00:26:27,583 --> 00:26:29,917
I’ll take the bus and the metro.
402
00:26:37,708 --> 00:26:39,000
I know her.
403
00:26:40,375 --> 00:26:42,375
You’re painted into a corner, pal.
404
00:27:20,542 --> 00:27:21,958
We’ve missed you!
405
00:27:23,167 --> 00:27:24,667
The madwoman isn’t here?
406
00:27:24,833 --> 00:27:27,083
Don’t say that.
She’s at the theater.
407
00:27:28,375 --> 00:27:30,375
Take my bag, I’ll go see Abel.
408
00:27:30,542 --> 00:27:32,208
Wait, he’s with the nurse.
409
00:27:37,625 --> 00:27:38,667
Joseph!
410
00:27:39,458 --> 00:27:40,417
Come.
411
00:27:41,375 --> 00:27:42,500
Look.
412
00:27:42,750 --> 00:27:43,792
Louis!
413
00:27:45,792 --> 00:27:47,042
You doing well?
414
00:27:49,167 --> 00:27:51,083
Beautiful boy!
415
00:27:53,833 --> 00:27:56,042
Why didn’t Fidèle and I visit you?
416
00:27:56,208 --> 00:27:57,667
I’m renovating.
417
00:27:57,833 --> 00:27:59,292
Is the house finished?
418
00:28:00,042 --> 00:28:01,083
Almost.
419
00:28:02,625 --> 00:28:04,958
Vacations without you are so dull.
420
00:28:07,625 --> 00:28:09,167
Each time I see you,
421
00:28:10,042 --> 00:28:11,625
I see my son’s face.
422
00:28:20,375 --> 00:28:21,542
Don’t wake him.
423
00:28:26,458 --> 00:28:28,000
Will he pull through?
424
00:28:29,958 --> 00:28:31,958
Funny how his face never changes.
425
00:28:32,208 --> 00:28:33,750
Fuck, he’s gotten old.
426
00:28:37,917 --> 00:28:39,958
How long since you saw him?
427
00:28:40,125 --> 00:28:41,417
Five years, I think.
428
00:28:43,000 --> 00:28:46,708
Abel and Marie-Louise
didn’t want to offend Alice.
429
00:28:53,875 --> 00:28:56,292
- Can I take his hand?
- Careful.
430
00:28:57,250 --> 00:28:59,625
They wanted to help a girl on the road.
431
00:29:00,958 --> 00:29:02,292
She ran into a tree.
432
00:29:03,625 --> 00:29:05,292
So they were heroic?
433
00:29:05,458 --> 00:29:06,333
Yes.
434
00:29:06,792 --> 00:29:08,000
They were heroic.
435
00:29:08,750 --> 00:29:10,292
What’s the girl’s name?
436
00:29:12,417 --> 00:29:13,583
I didn’t ask.
437
00:29:19,667 --> 00:29:21,167
I want to be alone with him.
438
00:29:40,792 --> 00:29:41,958
A brokhe.
439
00:29:46,292 --> 00:29:47,417
Bless me.
440
00:29:48,250 --> 00:29:49,792
I want you to bless me.
441
00:29:54,250 --> 00:29:56,000
I want you to fight, Dad.
442
00:29:57,667 --> 00:29:59,125
Now you must win.
443
00:30:11,042 --> 00:30:12,833
Did they feed you on the plane?
444
00:30:13,000 --> 00:30:14,000
Nope.
445
00:30:14,417 --> 00:30:15,708
What would you like?
446
00:30:15,875 --> 00:30:16,958
Anything.
447
00:30:17,333 --> 00:30:18,625
I’ll make you dinner.
448
00:30:22,667 --> 00:30:24,875
What does your mom make you listen to?
449
00:30:25,625 --> 00:30:26,500
Stuff she likes.
450
00:30:33,417 --> 00:30:35,625
You have to go. Alice is on her way.
451
00:30:35,792 --> 00:30:37,042
So I’ll vanish.
452
00:30:37,750 --> 00:30:39,125
Where will you sleep?
453
00:30:39,417 --> 00:30:40,500
I don’t know.
454
00:30:41,125 --> 00:30:42,833
Come to the parents’ place.
455
00:30:43,000 --> 00:30:44,708
Don’t worry, I’ll be fine.
456
00:30:44,875 --> 00:30:46,292
I’ll take the tramway.
457
00:30:49,625 --> 00:30:51,625
Give this letter to Alice?
458
00:30:51,792 --> 00:30:53,417
I wrote it on the plane.
459
00:30:55,583 --> 00:30:56,417
What?
460
00:30:56,625 --> 00:30:58,167
What did I say?
461
00:30:58,542 --> 00:31:00,625
You know I’d never take that letter.
462
00:31:00,792 --> 00:31:03,500
If you don’t take it,
I’ll put it in a book.
463
00:31:04,917 --> 00:31:06,250
Give me a hug.
464
00:31:10,833 --> 00:31:12,083
Throw it away.
465
00:31:23,917 --> 00:31:24,917
Good evening.
466
00:31:25,083 --> 00:31:26,958
Who are you?
Why are you here?
467
00:31:27,125 --> 00:31:29,583
A young man
gave me your address, so I...
468
00:31:29,750 --> 00:31:32,625
You can’t barge in. There are rules.
Beat it!
469
00:31:33,375 --> 00:31:35,917
- This isn’t cool.
- I need opium.
470
00:31:37,000 --> 00:31:39,125
Black Bombay, 50 a gram.
And beat it!
471
00:31:39,292 --> 00:31:41,583
I’ll take it. Do you have any Lyrica?
472
00:31:41,750 --> 00:31:43,417
This ain’t no pharmacy.
473
00:31:47,125 --> 00:31:48,750
- Here, 0.3.
- Great.
474
00:31:48,917 --> 00:31:50,042
- Enough?
- Fine.
475
00:31:50,208 --> 00:31:51,833
Heroin, morphine?
476
00:31:52,667 --> 00:31:56,000
Next time you wanna meet, send a Snap.
It’s safer.
477
00:31:56,167 --> 00:31:57,458
I don’t have a phone.
478
00:31:57,625 --> 00:31:58,750
Your loss.
479
00:31:59,333 --> 00:32:00,458
Thanks, gentlemen.
480
00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:31,917
It’s me.
481
00:32:32,083 --> 00:32:33,417
Oh fuck!
482
00:32:34,875 --> 00:32:36,917
I was afraid
it was my dad’s mistress.
483
00:32:37,250 --> 00:32:39,375
Stop it, dummy.
484
00:32:40,167 --> 00:32:42,042
Are you already drunk?
485
00:32:42,625 --> 00:32:43,667
Yep.
486
00:32:44,083 --> 00:32:46,667
Don’t drink too much, not when I’m far.
487
00:32:46,958 --> 00:32:48,292
How did you get the number?
488
00:32:48,458 --> 00:32:51,083
I called Zwy.
Fidèle gave it to him.
489
00:32:51,250 --> 00:32:53,833
Why didn’t you stay at your brother’s?
490
00:32:54,375 --> 00:32:55,833
You wanted to drink alone?
491
00:32:56,000 --> 00:32:58,917
No, I wanted to see
my childhood apartment.
492
00:32:59,417 --> 00:33:00,542
What is it like?
493
00:33:00,750 --> 00:33:01,833
Honestly...
494
00:33:02,292 --> 00:33:03,542
pretty ugly.
495
00:33:04,417 --> 00:33:07,000
Lots of tchotchkes, and it’s tiny.
496
00:33:07,167 --> 00:33:08,917
To think there were 5 of us.
497
00:33:09,083 --> 00:33:09,875
So?
498
00:33:10,167 --> 00:33:12,750
What’s it like
to sleep in your old room?
499
00:33:14,250 --> 00:33:15,458
It’s an office now.
500
00:33:15,792 --> 00:33:17,208
Too bad.
501
00:33:18,083 --> 00:33:20,333
I liked imagining you in the bed
502
00:33:20,500 --> 00:33:22,792
where you brought all your conquests.
503
00:33:23,042 --> 00:33:25,875
I was a very solitary young man, miss.
504
00:33:26,042 --> 00:33:27,625
Your voice is weird.
505
00:33:28,333 --> 00:33:29,500
Are you wasted?
506
00:33:30,625 --> 00:33:31,542
Yes.
507
00:33:33,208 --> 00:33:35,667
Where are you now? What room?
508
00:33:35,833 --> 00:33:37,250
Living room.
509
00:33:37,708 --> 00:33:38,875
Describe it to me.
510
00:33:39,833 --> 00:33:41,833
So there’s wicker furniture.
511
00:33:42,833 --> 00:33:44,875
And a coffee table.
512
00:33:46,125 --> 00:33:49,167
And on the coffee table, a photo album.
513
00:33:50,458 --> 00:33:51,583
Did you open it?
514
00:33:51,750 --> 00:33:52,708
Yes.
515
00:33:53,208 --> 00:33:55,833
I’m drinking,
looking at childhood photos.
516
00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:57,292
What do you see?
517
00:33:59,750 --> 00:34:00,917
My sister.
518
00:34:05,917 --> 00:34:07,042
Sweetheart.
519
00:34:12,167 --> 00:34:13,917
Any news from the hospital?
520
00:34:15,917 --> 00:34:17,042
No news.
521
00:34:19,500 --> 00:34:21,417
You didn’t stay at Fidèle’s?
522
00:34:23,500 --> 00:34:25,917
- Do you mind?
- Not at all.
523
00:34:27,292 --> 00:34:29,208
Fidèle is the best uncle ever.
524
00:34:29,583 --> 00:34:30,458
Yes.
525
00:34:31,750 --> 00:34:33,333
I’m not the best mother.
526
00:34:33,625 --> 00:34:34,875
Good enough.
527
00:34:36,125 --> 00:34:37,667
Did you speak to Dad?
528
00:34:38,125 --> 00:34:39,417
This afternoon.
529
00:34:39,833 --> 00:34:42,083
He loves you. He loves me.
530
00:34:42,792 --> 00:34:43,875
Do you miss him?
531
00:34:44,292 --> 00:34:45,375
Of course.
532
00:34:45,750 --> 00:34:47,500
Dad couldn’t live without you.
533
00:34:47,833 --> 00:34:49,167
Without you either.
534
00:34:49,333 --> 00:34:50,417
I didn’t mean that.
535
00:34:51,208 --> 00:34:53,125
- He protects us.
- Yes.
536
00:34:53,500 --> 00:34:54,750
Nothing scares him.
537
00:34:55,500 --> 00:34:57,042
Everything scares me.
538
00:34:58,708 --> 00:35:00,333
Go on, go to bed.
539
00:35:04,667 --> 00:35:06,708
How was your opening night?
540
00:35:07,875 --> 00:35:08,833
Awful.
541
00:35:09,958 --> 00:35:11,083
I missed you.
542
00:35:11,708 --> 00:35:13,750
I wanted to act for you.
543
00:35:13,917 --> 00:35:15,333
No theater today?
544
00:35:16,542 --> 00:35:18,083
No, I’m next to you.
545
00:35:19,417 --> 00:35:20,833
My little girl.
546
00:35:23,250 --> 00:35:24,333
Abel...
547
00:35:25,833 --> 00:35:27,667
I never dared to ask you...
548
00:35:27,958 --> 00:35:30,625
What didn’t you dare ask me?
549
00:35:33,250 --> 00:35:34,708
I’m afraid to hurt you.
550
00:35:34,875 --> 00:35:37,583
You can’t hurt me, sweetheart.
551
00:35:38,833 --> 00:35:40,375
Ask me your question.
552
00:35:42,208 --> 00:35:44,875
Why didn’t you continue your studies?
553
00:35:46,458 --> 00:35:48,000
Pull the curtains, please.
554
00:35:57,500 --> 00:35:58,542
Thanks.
555
00:36:00,500 --> 00:36:02,167
God, you worked a lot.
556
00:36:03,667 --> 00:36:04,917
So young.
557
00:36:07,292 --> 00:36:08,708
You had a hard life.
558
00:36:10,208 --> 00:36:11,458
Yet you’ve read a lot.
559
00:36:11,625 --> 00:36:13,583
I used to love books.
560
00:36:13,833 --> 00:36:15,708
See, I was a good daughter.
561
00:36:15,875 --> 00:36:18,208
I never continued my studies either.
562
00:36:18,375 --> 00:36:19,625
Same as you.
563
00:36:21,167 --> 00:36:24,083
I did a year of college and quit.
564
00:36:24,250 --> 00:36:25,917
To become an actress.
565
00:36:26,750 --> 00:36:28,708
You’re a wonderful actress.
566
00:36:29,708 --> 00:36:31,792
Mom hated that.
567
00:36:33,042 --> 00:36:34,792
She found it indecent.
568
00:36:35,125 --> 00:36:36,125
My daughter,
569
00:36:36,875 --> 00:36:39,875
full of glorious indecency.
570
00:36:40,458 --> 00:36:42,333
I wish you’d had a better life.
571
00:36:45,292 --> 00:36:46,667
I’ll get you some water.
572
00:36:54,583 --> 00:36:55,708
Honey!
573
00:36:56,083 --> 00:36:57,917
Where is your brother?
574
00:36:58,208 --> 00:37:01,375
Fidèle will come by tonight.
He works today.
575
00:37:01,958 --> 00:37:03,875
No... Louis.
576
00:37:05,042 --> 00:37:07,292
Did you call Louis?
577
00:37:09,083 --> 00:37:12,208
I think that Fidèle called him.
578
00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:16,042
You seem so unhappy when you say that.
579
00:37:19,292 --> 00:37:21,917
What happened with Louis?
580
00:37:22,375 --> 00:37:24,458
Do you at least know?
581
00:37:26,125 --> 00:37:28,042
What matters is that you heal.
582
00:37:29,375 --> 00:37:30,833
And that Mom wakes up.
583
00:37:31,708 --> 00:37:34,292
I don’t want to die
and leave you in prison.
584
00:37:34,458 --> 00:37:36,333
You’re all walled up.
585
00:37:37,167 --> 00:37:38,875
So set me free!
586
00:37:42,500 --> 00:37:44,333
I’ll never forgive Louis.
587
00:37:48,208 --> 00:37:49,750
- See you tomorrow?
- No drinks?
588
00:37:49,917 --> 00:37:51,958
No, I’m heading back.
589
00:38:10,250 --> 00:38:12,875
You can’t stay here,
you’ll catch a cold.
590
00:38:13,208 --> 00:38:14,375
I’m sorry, ma’am.
591
00:38:14,917 --> 00:38:17,083
I needed to see you again.
592
00:38:17,708 --> 00:38:20,333
Don’t apologize, you’re shaking.
593
00:38:23,375 --> 00:38:25,708
You need a hot toddy. You’re freezing.
594
00:38:26,083 --> 00:38:27,292
I have no money.
595
00:38:27,708 --> 00:38:29,083
It’s my treat.
596
00:38:29,417 --> 00:38:31,542
Can we have two hot toddies?
597
00:38:35,042 --> 00:38:37,000
Take that off, it’s soaking.
598
00:38:37,167 --> 00:38:38,208
Sorry.
599
00:38:39,417 --> 00:38:41,042
Is theater your passion?
600
00:38:41,208 --> 00:38:42,875
Impassioned by you.
601
00:38:46,417 --> 00:38:47,458
What’s your name?
602
00:38:47,917 --> 00:38:48,875
Lucia.
603
00:38:50,000 --> 00:38:51,708
My parents had three children.
604
00:38:52,208 --> 00:38:53,500
I’m the eldest.
605
00:38:54,125 --> 00:38:55,875
They had two sons after me.
606
00:38:57,292 --> 00:38:58,583
Got any siblings?
607
00:38:58,750 --> 00:39:01,625
Yes, six brothers and sisters.
608
00:39:02,292 --> 00:39:03,667
They live in Romania?
609
00:39:04,125 --> 00:39:05,542
Yes, Romania.
610
00:39:06,125 --> 00:39:07,292
All five of them?
611
00:39:07,458 --> 00:39:08,833
The five children.
612
00:39:10,583 --> 00:39:12,167
We sat to the side.
613
00:39:12,333 --> 00:39:14,625
I ordered a drink, then another.
614
00:39:14,875 --> 00:39:17,000
The young woman didn’t touch hers.
615
00:39:17,375 --> 00:39:18,792
I tried to allay her fear.
616
00:39:18,958 --> 00:39:20,208
You ran away?
617
00:39:20,708 --> 00:39:22,583
I thought I’d get to know her,
618
00:39:22,750 --> 00:39:25,375
yet it was I who did all the talking.
619
00:39:25,833 --> 00:39:28,542
While gazing admiringly upon her youth,
620
00:39:28,833 --> 00:39:31,917
I let myself tell her my life story.
621
00:39:32,750 --> 00:39:35,208
I don’t have many childhood memories.
622
00:39:36,042 --> 00:39:38,167
I don’t remember much of Louis.
623
00:39:40,208 --> 00:39:41,792
I know he was at my knees
624
00:39:41,958 --> 00:39:44,583
and I adored being his heroine.
625
00:39:45,375 --> 00:39:46,292
But...
626
00:39:47,500 --> 00:39:49,542
I remember the exact day...
627
00:39:50,500 --> 00:39:52,417
when anger took hold of me.
628
00:39:53,750 --> 00:39:55,833
I couldn’t stand him anymore.
629
00:39:56,500 --> 00:39:58,000
I was already an actress.
630
00:39:58,167 --> 00:40:01,250
And I went to a book reading of his.
631
00:40:02,042 --> 00:40:03,292
He received a prize.
632
00:40:03,458 --> 00:40:05,917
For 10 years, he failed and failed.
633
00:40:06,292 --> 00:40:08,000
He lived in my shadow.
634
00:40:09,333 --> 00:40:10,542
I think...
635
00:40:11,667 --> 00:40:13,625
I don’t think he suffered.
636
00:40:15,542 --> 00:40:17,750
It would have driven me crazy.
637
00:40:18,500 --> 00:40:20,500
But he was very humble.
638
00:40:20,917 --> 00:40:22,042
And poor.
639
00:40:22,875 --> 00:40:24,167
And that day,
640
00:40:24,583 --> 00:40:26,875
I saw my brother
covered in honors.
641
00:40:27,958 --> 00:40:29,667
He came to see me after.
642
00:40:36,167 --> 00:40:37,958
And I said to my brother:
643
00:40:39,208 --> 00:40:40,542
“I hate you.”
644
00:40:43,083 --> 00:40:44,500
I said it with a smile.
645
00:40:44,875 --> 00:40:46,917
What did your brother answer?
646
00:40:47,542 --> 00:40:48,542
“All right.
647
00:40:49,083 --> 00:40:50,292
“I know.”
648
00:40:51,083 --> 00:40:52,750
He was very gentle.
649
00:40:54,375 --> 00:40:55,708
And I laughed.
650
00:40:56,958 --> 00:40:59,833
Is that the day you met Borkman?
651
00:41:00,500 --> 00:41:01,958
No, he and Borkman
652
00:41:02,125 --> 00:41:03,708
had been friends for a while.
653
00:41:03,875 --> 00:41:06,167
They both wrote for the same review.
654
00:41:06,333 --> 00:41:10,167
Only later
did Borkman come and court me.
655
00:41:10,458 --> 00:41:11,583
At the theater.
656
00:41:15,583 --> 00:41:17,958
Meanwhile, Louis’ fame grew.
657
00:41:19,417 --> 00:41:22,167
The more famous he became,
658
00:41:22,375 --> 00:41:23,833
the more I was...
659
00:41:24,750 --> 00:41:25,833
torn.
660
00:41:27,083 --> 00:41:29,917
Is it true, you detested your brother?
661
00:41:30,083 --> 00:41:31,792
No, not that evening,
662
00:41:32,792 --> 00:41:34,875
It would take me 10 years
663
00:41:35,083 --> 00:41:38,375
to realize that
the sentence that escaped me,
664
00:41:38,792 --> 00:41:40,500
the evening of his prize...
665
00:41:41,208 --> 00:41:43,083
I think I hate you.
666
00:41:43,375 --> 00:41:45,917
...resumed me entirely.
667
00:41:46,958 --> 00:41:48,875
For 10 years
I loved him,
668
00:41:49,708 --> 00:41:51,875
I loved him,
I kept on loving him.
669
00:41:53,917 --> 00:41:56,000
But one day, hatred
670
00:41:56,333 --> 00:41:58,333
fully invaded me.
671
00:41:59,583 --> 00:42:01,958
I’d hate for you to meet my brother.
672
00:42:03,250 --> 00:42:04,292
Why?
673
00:42:05,125 --> 00:42:07,917
You’d fall in love with him immediately.
674
00:42:08,917 --> 00:42:11,250
I prefer you remain in love with me.
675
00:42:13,042 --> 00:42:15,917
This is a pain, it got all over!
676
00:42:17,000 --> 00:42:18,125
Give me your arm.
677
00:42:18,542 --> 00:42:20,333
You’ll be better like this.
678
00:42:20,833 --> 00:42:23,583
- It beats hospital pajamas!
- Who cares?
679
00:42:24,083 --> 00:42:26,125
You were always a snob, my son.
680
00:42:26,292 --> 00:42:28,208
I was a snob? Me?
681
00:42:28,375 --> 00:42:29,375
I don’t know.
682
00:42:29,542 --> 00:42:32,875
You weren’t an easy teen, in any case.
683
00:42:34,125 --> 00:42:36,458
We never knew what we’d do with you.
684
00:42:37,042 --> 00:42:39,583
Your relationship
with your mother, my God!
685
00:42:39,750 --> 00:42:42,040
Your relationship
with your mother...
686
00:42:42,125 --> 00:42:43,708
I stood up to her.
687
00:42:44,667 --> 00:42:46,458
She didn’t like you much.
688
00:42:46,917 --> 00:42:47,917
I know.
689
00:42:48,167 --> 00:42:50,500
I was never there, which hurt.
690
00:42:51,333 --> 00:42:52,750
I didn’t suffer.
691
00:42:54,375 --> 00:42:56,542
Your books? You’ve stopped writing?
692
00:42:56,750 --> 00:42:58,708
Just in my head.
693
00:43:00,250 --> 00:43:02,500
Faunia says I have no excuse.
694
00:43:02,958 --> 00:43:06,250
Your wife is right.
It’s your job to write.
695
00:43:09,083 --> 00:43:10,708
Mom will soon leave us.
696
00:43:11,042 --> 00:43:11,958
You know that.
697
00:43:13,625 --> 00:43:15,292
And I lost my child.
698
00:43:17,583 --> 00:43:19,083
You say nothing.
699
00:43:19,958 --> 00:43:22,042
I wish I’d died before Jacob.
700
00:43:25,042 --> 00:43:26,875
Abel, one day you’ll die.
701
00:43:27,625 --> 00:43:29,500
I hope in 1,000 years,
but you’ll die.
702
00:43:33,917 --> 00:43:35,417
Yes, it’s scary.
703
00:43:37,042 --> 00:43:38,958
I’m fading away, honey.
704
00:43:42,125 --> 00:43:44,708
When you die,
I won’t come to your funeral.
705
00:43:46,000 --> 00:43:47,417
Are you that angry?
706
00:43:47,583 --> 00:43:48,750
No, Dad.
707
00:43:51,833 --> 00:43:55,167
The day I pass,
I want you to come to my tomb.
708
00:43:55,333 --> 00:43:56,375
That day
709
00:43:56,792 --> 00:43:58,958
how will I stand beside Alice?
710
00:44:00,875 --> 00:44:02,542
Tell me, how do I manage?
711
00:44:04,792 --> 00:44:06,917
Why didn’t you try to fix things?
712
00:44:07,250 --> 00:44:08,583
You had so many years.
713
00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:11,250
- Fix what?
- My big sister!
714
00:44:11,417 --> 00:44:12,917
Stop her hate!
715
00:44:13,292 --> 00:44:16,000
Shout at her!
Maybe that’s all she wanted!
716
00:44:16,583 --> 00:44:18,667
How could you be so negligent?
717
00:44:19,083 --> 00:44:20,375
Daily treatments!
718
00:44:20,542 --> 00:44:22,375
So how are you today, sir?
719
00:45:45,583 --> 00:45:46,375
Madam?
720
00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:48,625
I won’t see my brother.
721
00:45:53,625 --> 00:45:55,417
All well, young man?
722
00:45:59,208 --> 00:46:00,708
How was the hospital?
723
00:46:01,125 --> 00:46:02,875
I won’t discuss it tonight.
724
00:46:04,208 --> 00:46:08,000
I gotta get fucking wasted
to be here without your parents.
725
00:46:08,167 --> 00:46:09,458
It’s so strange.
726
00:46:09,833 --> 00:46:10,833
Come on.
727
00:46:11,000 --> 00:46:12,958
Where did you find this opium?
728
00:46:13,125 --> 00:46:14,792
I asked no one.
729
00:46:18,750 --> 00:46:21,458
The Vuillard family photo album.
730
00:46:24,833 --> 00:46:26,083
Fuck.
731
00:46:26,875 --> 00:46:29,208
Damn, was your sister gorgeous!
732
00:46:29,375 --> 00:46:31,083
She never once desired you.
733
00:46:31,292 --> 00:46:32,958
I was already old and fat.
734
00:46:43,458 --> 00:46:45,042
Your father was so young.
735
00:46:45,208 --> 00:46:47,000
That’s Alice in his arms.
736
00:46:47,833 --> 00:46:49,333
How was your childhood?
737
00:46:49,500 --> 00:46:53,250
When Alice was born,
Abel started this album.
738
00:46:54,458 --> 00:46:56,167
Alice was the first born,
739
00:46:56,792 --> 00:47:00,500
and my father wrote
that she’d be loved madly.
740
00:47:01,375 --> 00:47:03,625
I loved reading his notes as a kid.
741
00:47:03,792 --> 00:47:06,542
I was proud how he loved his daughter.
742
00:47:06,708 --> 00:47:08,375
Alice was a genius.
743
00:47:08,542 --> 00:47:09,708
That was the law.
744
00:47:10,083 --> 00:47:11,542
I was thrilled to obey.
745
00:47:11,708 --> 00:47:14,542
One day, you were the genius.
It killed Alice.
746
00:47:15,583 --> 00:47:16,417
Yes.
747
00:47:19,250 --> 00:47:21,583
They kept everything about Alice!
748
00:47:23,583 --> 00:47:24,708
Even the posters.
749
00:47:28,958 --> 00:47:31,083
- What?
- What what what?
750
00:47:31,958 --> 00:47:32,958
Go on!
751
00:47:34,417 --> 00:47:36,375
I’m marrying Alice in a month.
752
00:47:36,542 --> 00:47:37,542
She said yes.
753
00:47:42,667 --> 00:47:44,542
I order you to be happy.
754
00:47:46,167 --> 00:47:47,500
- Promise?
- Promise.
755
00:47:49,042 --> 00:47:51,250
Alice adores your last volume.
756
00:47:51,500 --> 00:47:53,708
You never leave her bedside.
757
00:47:54,042 --> 00:47:56,375
- I doubt she really likes it.
- Yes!
758
00:47:56,542 --> 00:47:58,583
She wants to perform your poems.
759
00:48:00,833 --> 00:48:04,000
I’m not very spectacular, you know.
760
00:48:04,292 --> 00:48:05,667
What are you saying?
761
00:48:06,208 --> 00:48:08,125
You are spectacular.
762
00:48:08,917 --> 00:48:11,250
If you want, I could adapt them.
763
00:48:13,458 --> 00:48:14,792
I don’t know.
764
00:48:15,542 --> 00:48:17,167
You’re disappointed!
765
00:48:18,417 --> 00:48:19,958
Not my kind of dream.
766
00:48:20,375 --> 00:48:23,250
I’ve never read my poems aloud,
even to myself.
767
00:48:24,208 --> 00:48:25,292
So...
768
00:48:26,417 --> 00:48:28,667
I’ll become your voice.
769
00:48:31,292 --> 00:48:32,625
It’s not a good idea.
770
00:48:32,792 --> 00:48:35,542
They’re not good enough.
You’re a real actress.
771
00:48:35,708 --> 00:48:38,667
All I write are tiny, intimate secrets.
772
00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:40,792
I don’t want to be read in public.
773
00:48:40,958 --> 00:48:42,083
So?
774
00:48:42,458 --> 00:48:43,625
So...
775
00:48:45,333 --> 00:48:46,708
You won’t say them.
776
00:48:48,292 --> 00:48:50,833
They even have a picture of that ass.
777
00:48:51,000 --> 00:48:51,792
Who?
778
00:48:51,958 --> 00:48:53,000
Borkman!
779
00:48:53,792 --> 00:48:55,375
You’re just jealous.
780
00:48:55,542 --> 00:48:56,792
Not at all.
781
00:48:58,708 --> 00:49:01,208
You married Borkman, and that’s great!
782
00:49:01,667 --> 00:49:05,083
He’s your guy, it’s wonderful.
I introduced you anyway.
783
00:49:05,417 --> 00:49:07,792
After 15 years,
I know him inside out.
784
00:49:07,958 --> 00:49:09,875
But now I repulse him.
785
00:49:10,625 --> 00:49:11,917
What can I say?
786
00:49:12,083 --> 00:49:13,292
Nothing!
787
00:49:13,458 --> 00:49:15,833
Don’t say anything, don’t defend me.
788
00:49:16,000 --> 00:49:18,917
I’d like to defend you,
find words to soothe him.
789
00:49:19,083 --> 00:49:20,792
You won’t find those words!
790
00:49:20,958 --> 00:49:23,667
Take care of him, be happy and love him.
791
00:49:23,833 --> 00:49:25,708
Your miscarriage two years ago.
792
00:49:25,875 --> 00:49:28,458
We were all sad!
You were miserable.
793
00:49:28,917 --> 00:49:31,417
That’s just when he started hating!
794
00:49:31,583 --> 00:49:33,250
It’s become unbreathable!
795
00:49:33,417 --> 00:49:35,333
I didn’t kill that kid, dammit!
796
00:49:35,958 --> 00:49:38,250
I was with you all. I cried with you.
797
00:49:38,417 --> 00:49:39,375
Louis...
798
00:49:41,542 --> 00:49:42,708
I’m pregnant.
799
00:49:45,958 --> 00:49:47,125
Again.
800
00:49:48,542 --> 00:49:49,792
Oh, my dear.
801
00:49:54,667 --> 00:49:55,500
Good evening.
802
00:49:55,667 --> 00:49:57,042
You’re André Borkman.
803
00:49:57,208 --> 00:49:59,625
I’m late.
I came to see Alice Vuillard.
804
00:49:59,792 --> 00:50:02,750
They expected you
but the performance is over.
805
00:50:04,583 --> 00:50:05,583
André.
806
00:50:05,792 --> 00:50:07,917
Come, we’re adjusting the lights.
807
00:50:09,417 --> 00:50:10,708
You came from Lyon?
808
00:50:11,625 --> 00:50:13,125
I quit the opera.
809
00:50:13,292 --> 00:50:15,875
- Why?
- My staging was shit.
810
00:50:17,083 --> 00:50:18,583
I couldn’t focus.
811
00:50:18,800 --> 00:50:20,333
You performed
every night?
812
00:50:20,417 --> 00:50:21,583
Every night.
813
00:50:22,083 --> 00:50:25,292
How does she manage
with both parents in hospital?
814
00:50:25,458 --> 00:50:27,500
I don’t know, but she does.
815
00:50:27,667 --> 00:50:29,500
- She acts.
- I swear, she acts.
816
00:50:29,667 --> 00:50:31,583
- She’ll be thrilled.
- Dressing room?
817
00:50:31,875 --> 00:50:33,958
Since the accident, she goes out.
818
00:50:34,792 --> 00:50:38,583
I could never act in front of an audience.
819
00:50:39,042 --> 00:50:40,833
I read books at home.
820
00:50:41,833 --> 00:50:43,000
Out loud?
821
00:50:44,542 --> 00:50:45,542
I’m stupid.
822
00:50:47,375 --> 00:50:49,875
No, I’d like to hear you one day.
823
00:50:50,667 --> 00:50:52,708
Never will you hear me.
824
00:50:53,542 --> 00:50:56,250
I learn texts, constantly.
825
00:50:56,458 --> 00:50:58,417
They spin around in my head.
826
00:51:00,458 --> 00:51:02,417
Can I ask how old you are?
827
00:51:03,667 --> 00:51:05,542
I won’t say my age.
828
00:51:06,708 --> 00:51:07,750
All right.
829
00:51:10,625 --> 00:51:12,792
It’s you blowing out the candles!
830
00:51:13,083 --> 00:51:14,083
Your sister...
831
00:51:14,250 --> 00:51:16,833
Fidèle looking at you wide-eyed.
832
00:51:17,000 --> 00:51:18,333
You know, my father
833
00:51:18,500 --> 00:51:20,500
slaved away for a pittance.
834
00:51:21,125 --> 00:51:22,917
We only saw him on weekends.
835
00:51:23,417 --> 00:51:25,583
On my seventh birthday,
836
00:51:25,750 --> 00:51:29,208
at the dinner table – it was a Saturday,
I remember well –
837
00:51:29,458 --> 00:51:30,917
my father told me:
838
00:51:31,333 --> 00:51:33,375
“You see, this year gone by,
839
00:51:33,708 --> 00:51:36,708
“your sixth year...
Mozart used his to write
840
00:51:36,875 --> 00:51:38,083
“the Nannerl Notenbuch.
841
00:51:38,250 --> 00:51:40,458
“And you didn’t do a thing.”
842
00:51:44,917 --> 00:51:48,833
The next year, my father taught me,
that at my age, Picasso
843
00:51:49,042 --> 00:51:52,667
had already done a painting,
and I was a still a failure.
844
00:51:53,292 --> 00:51:56,583
At the age of 9, 10
I forget how he gauged my failure.
845
00:51:56,750 --> 00:51:58,458
But we did
all of Art History,
846
00:51:58,625 --> 00:52:00,375
Rimbaud of course.
847
00:52:00,542 --> 00:52:03,250
My father is self-taught
but very cultivated.
848
00:52:03,417 --> 00:52:07,667
Each birthday was a crushing example
of my inadequacy.
849
00:52:08,375 --> 00:52:10,292
Amazing opium,
but so strong!
850
00:52:10,458 --> 00:52:11,583
That’s Roubaix!
851
00:52:11,750 --> 00:52:14,000
Yep, it made me so hungry!
852
00:52:16,583 --> 00:52:18,125
Where are you going?
853
00:52:18,292 --> 00:52:20,917
To get some fresh air. Coming?
854
00:52:22,583 --> 00:52:23,875
It’s too cold out!
855
00:52:24,042 --> 00:52:25,417
See you shortly.
856
00:52:26,833 --> 00:52:27,875
Louis?
857
00:54:09,375 --> 00:54:10,417
You got in?
858
00:54:11,875 --> 00:54:13,917
You didn’t even go upstairs?
859
00:54:14,708 --> 00:54:17,083
I don’t like sleeping without you.
860
00:54:18,917 --> 00:54:20,292
I was worried about you.
861
00:54:20,458 --> 00:54:22,167
No, you were worried about you!
862
00:54:23,417 --> 00:54:26,833
I met a woman who admires me,
believe it or not.
863
00:54:27,000 --> 00:54:29,333
And you stayed with her till 2?
864
00:54:29,792 --> 00:54:30,792
Yes.
865
00:54:32,333 --> 00:54:33,792
Her name is Lucia.
866
00:54:34,000 --> 00:54:35,375
Where is she from?
867
00:54:35,583 --> 00:54:36,625
Romania.
868
00:54:37,417 --> 00:54:39,333
She lived in the countryside.
869
00:54:40,125 --> 00:54:42,125
Now she stays in a shelter.
870
00:54:42,750 --> 00:54:44,792
I don’t know how she gets by.
871
00:54:46,750 --> 00:54:50,458
I was lost when I arrived in Paris,
but not fragile like her.
872
00:54:50,625 --> 00:54:51,583
Yes.
873
00:54:51,958 --> 00:54:53,583
You were fragile like her.
874
00:54:55,333 --> 00:54:57,250
She admires me so.
875
00:54:57,875 --> 00:54:59,042
Too much.
876
00:54:59,208 --> 00:55:01,250
Too much? That’s very good.
877
00:55:01,958 --> 00:55:03,375
I love you too much.
878
00:55:05,042 --> 00:55:06,708
I’m afraid for her.
879
00:55:08,417 --> 00:55:10,250
I’d like to invite her home.
880
00:55:10,583 --> 00:55:12,000
To protect her.
881
00:55:14,458 --> 00:55:15,667
I’m listening.
882
00:55:16,875 --> 00:55:19,417
I can’t stand her vulnerability.
883
00:55:26,292 --> 00:55:27,417
Sir?
884
00:55:30,167 --> 00:55:32,042
This is a hospital.
Get out.
885
00:55:32,208 --> 00:55:33,875
I just fell asleep.
886
00:55:34,708 --> 00:55:35,958
My shoes.
887
00:55:36,208 --> 00:55:38,375
There’s a drip, tubes.
888
00:55:42,458 --> 00:55:44,292
What’s this spot on her leg?
889
00:55:44,917 --> 00:55:47,167
- The spot on her leg.
- No idea.
890
00:55:47,417 --> 00:55:48,708
Had you seen it?
891
00:55:49,208 --> 00:55:50,208
Sir?
892
00:55:56,375 --> 00:56:00,667
This morning nurses found an ischemia
on your mom’s leg.
893
00:56:00,833 --> 00:56:03,292
That means the blood isn’t flowing.
894
00:56:03,458 --> 00:56:05,667
There’s a serious risk of necrosis.
895
00:56:05,833 --> 00:56:08,292
It requires surgical intervention.
896
00:56:09,125 --> 00:56:13,083
I can’t operate.
I cannot repair the artery.
897
00:56:13,625 --> 00:56:16,417
I’m sorry to announce it like this,
898
00:56:16,667 --> 00:56:18,375
but we’ll have to amputate.
899
00:56:19,208 --> 00:56:21,375
Her condition is too fragile.
900
00:56:21,542 --> 00:56:24,208
It would prolong her life a bit.
901
00:56:24,583 --> 00:56:28,375
You’ll have to gather
and make a family decision.
902
00:56:30,583 --> 00:56:32,625
I need some time, I’m sorry.
903
00:56:36,042 --> 00:56:38,750
I couldn’t stand seeing Mom amputated.
904
00:56:41,167 --> 00:56:44,542
I cannot see her go bit by bit,
it’s too much!
905
00:56:49,417 --> 00:56:52,125
I just want her to live.
906
00:56:55,000 --> 00:56:56,375
They’ll amputate her.
907
00:57:14,458 --> 00:57:15,708
May I come in?
908
00:57:16,250 --> 00:57:18,625
Sure, we have an appointment.
909
00:57:23,917 --> 00:57:25,833
I’m surprised to see you.
910
00:57:26,792 --> 00:57:28,958
It must be ten years, Alice.
911
00:57:29,833 --> 00:57:32,333
It’s long, very long, interminable.
912
00:57:33,375 --> 00:57:35,625
10 years that you still see my brother.
913
00:57:35,792 --> 00:57:37,000
Louis is my friend.
914
00:57:37,833 --> 00:57:39,500
And I’ll never forgive you.
915
00:57:40,458 --> 00:57:41,667
Is Alice angry?
916
00:57:41,875 --> 00:57:43,875
How am I when I’m angry?
917
00:57:46,167 --> 00:57:47,833
Spectacularly beautiful.
918
00:57:48,042 --> 00:57:49,042
Still?
919
00:57:50,000 --> 00:57:51,000
Still.
920
00:57:51,833 --> 00:57:53,042
I’ll sit.
921
00:57:54,042 --> 00:57:56,750
Very humiliating for me, this situation.
922
00:57:57,417 --> 00:57:58,833
Why did you come?
923
00:58:00,125 --> 00:58:01,875
To ask you for medicine.
924
00:58:02,042 --> 00:58:03,625
What kind of medicine?
925
00:58:04,417 --> 00:58:07,292
You know Abel and Marie-Louise
had an awful accident.
926
00:58:07,958 --> 00:58:09,375
I know, it’s horrifying.
927
00:58:10,083 --> 00:58:11,708
I have to act every night.
928
00:58:12,542 --> 00:58:14,417
I’ve never suffered so much.
929
00:58:14,750 --> 00:58:16,083
I need an aid.
930
00:58:16,833 --> 00:58:19,917
Since when do you feel
that you need an aid?
931
00:58:26,333 --> 00:58:27,542
Funny question!
932
00:58:27,708 --> 00:58:28,792
Why?
933
00:58:29,333 --> 00:58:32,667
Doctors never feel in need of an aid?
934
00:58:32,833 --> 00:58:34,292
Yes, of course.
935
00:58:37,125 --> 00:58:39,167
Why did you come to see me?
936
00:58:40,833 --> 00:58:43,458
You’re the only psychiatrist
in Lille I know.
937
00:58:43,875 --> 00:58:46,083
I was afraid to see a quack.
938
00:58:46,833 --> 00:58:50,083
It seemed easier.
If it’s not, I can go.
939
00:58:51,083 --> 00:58:52,208
It’s all good.
940
00:58:53,125 --> 00:58:55,625
What kind of medicine would you like?
941
00:58:56,875 --> 00:58:57,917
I don’t know.
942
00:58:58,708 --> 00:59:00,375
I cry nonstop.
943
00:59:01,625 --> 00:59:04,292
I’m... teetering on the edge.
944
00:59:05,250 --> 00:59:06,625
Do you cry every day?
945
00:59:08,208 --> 00:59:09,333
Several times.
946
00:59:10,750 --> 00:59:13,000
- How often?
- Depends on the day.
947
00:59:13,333 --> 00:59:14,792
I need medicine.
948
00:59:14,958 --> 00:59:16,167
To hold up.
949
00:59:17,250 --> 00:59:21,458
I’m not undergoing “emotional trauma”,
950
00:59:23,792 --> 00:59:27,708
or “existential reconfiguring”,
isn’t that your term?
951
00:59:28,792 --> 00:59:31,125
Did you read a manual before coming?
952
00:59:31,292 --> 00:59:32,917
Yes, of course.
953
00:59:35,833 --> 00:59:37,333
Does Borkman know?
954
00:59:37,667 --> 00:59:38,667
No.
955
00:59:39,667 --> 00:59:41,042
I want this kept private.
956
00:59:41,933 --> 00:59:43,450
Your family,
the theater...
957
00:59:43,625 --> 00:59:44,542
Listen,
958
00:59:45,250 --> 00:59:46,833
I’m going to spare myself
959
00:59:47,542 --> 00:59:48,917
the ridiculousness
960
00:59:49,583 --> 00:59:51,792
of psychotherapy with you.
961
00:59:53,542 --> 00:59:56,333
So either you give me medicine,
962
00:59:56,500 --> 00:59:57,625
or I’ll go.
963
00:59:57,875 --> 01:00:01,542
I must know if there are symptoms
other than crying fits.
964
01:00:02,875 --> 01:00:04,000
Alcohol?
965
01:00:05,667 --> 01:00:06,708
Not bad.
966
01:00:07,667 --> 01:00:08,792
Alice!
967
01:00:10,750 --> 01:00:12,667
This is too quick a consultation.
968
01:00:20,833 --> 01:00:22,083
Tercian?
969
01:00:22,417 --> 01:00:24,125
Or Risperdal?
970
01:00:25,667 --> 01:00:27,208
They’re neuroleptics.
971
01:00:27,583 --> 01:00:28,583
Yes.
972
01:00:29,292 --> 01:00:32,833
Why not prescribe Prazepam or Tranxene?
973
01:00:32,880 --> 01:00:34,370
Because tranquilizers
974
01:00:34,413 --> 01:00:36,700
and alcohol don’t mix well.
975
01:00:37,583 --> 01:00:39,875
Can’t the show go on hiatus?
976
01:00:41,792 --> 01:00:43,708
No, that’s impossible.
977
01:00:44,333 --> 01:00:45,875
I’m having a depression.
978
01:00:47,375 --> 01:00:49,500
Why not give me an antidepressant?
979
01:00:49,833 --> 01:00:53,333
Because they take 5 or 6 days
before they kick in.
980
01:00:53,958 --> 01:00:55,583
You’re having a breakdown.
981
01:00:55,750 --> 01:00:56,625
Wrong!
982
01:00:57,292 --> 01:00:59,125
You fear suicidal impulses.
983
01:00:59,292 --> 01:01:01,667
Antidepressants
can lead to acting out.
984
01:01:02,333 --> 01:01:03,792
That’s true too.
985
01:01:04,083 --> 01:01:05,708
I don’t want a neuroleptic.
986
01:01:05,875 --> 01:01:09,708
I want a light tranquilizer for now
and an antidepressant.
987
01:01:11,000 --> 01:01:12,625
I won’t kill myself.
988
01:01:13,583 --> 01:01:15,792
Have you had suicidal thoughts?
989
01:01:16,125 --> 01:01:17,667
I won’t kill myself.
990
01:01:22,625 --> 01:01:23,708
Hello.
991
01:01:28,917 --> 01:01:30,583
Have you seen the weather?
992
01:01:30,750 --> 01:01:33,083
It’s like the sun won’t ever come out.
993
01:01:40,375 --> 01:01:41,958
For you or a friend?
994
01:01:43,250 --> 01:01:44,417
For me.
995
01:01:44,875 --> 01:01:48,000
Taken these before?
You know you can’t drive.
996
01:01:48,167 --> 01:01:49,292
I know.
997
01:01:52,333 --> 01:01:53,917
Your insurance card?
998
01:01:54,750 --> 01:01:56,042
I don’t have it.
999
01:01:56,208 --> 01:01:57,750
You’ll have to pay.
1000
01:01:58,417 --> 01:01:59,583
That’s fine.
1001
01:01:59,792 --> 01:02:01,167
I’m in a rush.
1002
01:02:01,917 --> 01:02:02,958
Please.
1003
01:02:03,167 --> 01:02:04,417
What should I do?
1004
01:02:05,042 --> 01:02:07,333
Your doctor really went all out.
1005
01:02:09,000 --> 01:02:10,208
Can I have your address?
1006
01:02:11,583 --> 01:02:13,042
I have no address.
1007
01:02:17,667 --> 01:02:18,500
All right.
1008
01:02:20,167 --> 01:02:21,417
I’ll get it all.
1009
01:02:23,708 --> 01:02:24,833
Can you wait?
1010
01:02:36,208 --> 01:02:37,292
Pierre?
1011
01:02:38,458 --> 01:02:42,000
I missed the notes.
I left the hospital too late.
1012
01:02:42,167 --> 01:02:44,250
I’ll be there for rehearsal.
1013
01:02:44,417 --> 01:02:46,292
No need to come to rehearsals.
1014
01:02:46,458 --> 01:02:48,167
I’m worried about you.
1015
01:02:53,083 --> 01:02:54,208
Are you crying?
1016
01:02:55,708 --> 01:02:56,750
I’m not crying.
1017
01:02:56,917 --> 01:02:58,250
Shall I come?
1018
01:02:59,833 --> 01:03:02,208
No, I’m fine. See you later.
1019
01:03:06,125 --> 01:03:07,042
Here you go.
1020
01:03:08,917 --> 01:03:11,458
- I’ll write the doses.
- Don’t bother.
1021
01:03:11,625 --> 01:03:13,708
May I have a glass of water?
1022
01:03:13,917 --> 01:03:16,250
I can take the pills right away.
1023
01:03:23,500 --> 01:03:24,958
Rivotril, two a day.
1024
01:03:25,292 --> 01:03:26,750
Be careful with that.
1025
01:03:29,083 --> 01:03:30,333
Not like that.
1026
01:03:30,500 --> 01:03:31,917
It’s too much! Eight!
1027
01:03:32,333 --> 01:03:33,667
Shut up!
1028
01:03:35,375 --> 01:03:37,375
What do you know about me?
1029
01:03:42,667 --> 01:03:43,583
Here.
1030
01:03:43,833 --> 01:03:45,875
Your money, you fuckhead!
1031
01:03:46,500 --> 01:03:49,833
What do you know
about my health, about me,
1032
01:03:50,000 --> 01:03:51,833
about what I endure?
1033
01:03:52,250 --> 01:03:55,917
With your sneaky voice,
you come poking around my life.
1034
01:03:56,083 --> 01:03:57,708
I must call your doctor.
1035
01:03:58,667 --> 01:04:02,292
You’re scared, scared!
You’re pissing your pants.
1036
01:04:02,458 --> 01:04:04,083
Call whoever you want.
1037
01:04:16,208 --> 01:04:17,250
Hello.
1038
01:04:17,417 --> 01:04:19,375
Would you sign your books?
1039
01:04:19,542 --> 01:04:21,458
Sure. I’d love to.
1040
01:04:23,583 --> 01:04:25,750
- Where do I sit?
- Here is fine.
1041
01:04:28,667 --> 01:04:30,833
- For the bookstore?
- No, for me.
1042
01:04:31,000 --> 01:04:32,917
- You have them all.
- I’m a fan.
1043
01:04:33,083 --> 01:04:35,292
- Your name?
- Yours will do.
1044
01:04:40,875 --> 01:04:41,833
Louis!
1045
01:04:43,417 --> 01:04:44,458
Joseph!
1046
01:04:45,042 --> 01:04:45,958
Funny, you here.
1047
01:04:46,542 --> 01:04:50,000
It’s normal.
It’s a bookstore, I’m a writer.
1048
01:04:50,250 --> 01:04:53,667
The hospital is off limits
when your mother’s there.
1049
01:04:53,833 --> 01:04:55,333
I didn’t know.
1050
01:04:55,542 --> 01:04:56,708
My ass!
1051
01:04:57,708 --> 01:04:58,375
You good?
1052
01:04:58,833 --> 01:05:01,083
Still overwhelmed by the accident.
1053
01:05:01,292 --> 01:05:03,250
I’m scared to see Grandpa and Grandma.
1054
01:05:03,417 --> 01:05:04,917
Why do you call them that?
1055
01:05:05,083 --> 01:05:05,792
How?
1056
01:05:05,853 --> 01:05:07,093
Grandpa and Grandma.
1057
01:05:07,160 --> 01:05:10,120
We’ve always called them
Abel and Marie-Louise.
1058
01:05:10,292 --> 01:05:11,708
Sorry, I didn’t know.
1059
01:05:11,875 --> 01:05:14,750
Of course you didn’t know,
you know nothing!
1060
01:05:15,375 --> 01:05:17,708
Stop smiling!
Nice people are bland!
1061
01:05:18,708 --> 01:05:22,667
Your mother, Alice, has assailed me
with hate for 20 years.
1062
01:05:22,958 --> 01:05:26,125
Growing up in that hate,
you hid behind your childhood.
1063
01:05:26,292 --> 01:05:27,583
That was legitimate.
1064
01:05:27,750 --> 01:05:30,292
You like to visit me,
you were young, fragile.
1065
01:05:30,458 --> 01:05:31,542
I’m not fragile.
1066
01:05:31,708 --> 01:05:33,208
But one day you were 13,
1067
01:05:33,375 --> 01:05:36,458
and stopped being a child.
Now you’re 16!
1068
01:05:36,792 --> 01:05:38,208
And I know deep down
1069
01:05:38,375 --> 01:05:41,917
you never uttered a word
in support of me, your uncle.
1070
01:05:42,208 --> 01:05:43,792
And you want my love?
1071
01:05:43,958 --> 01:05:46,750
You’re angry
because I missed Jacob’s funeral.
1072
01:05:47,292 --> 01:05:50,000
- Mom wanted to protect me.
- It was my son!
1073
01:05:50,708 --> 01:05:55,125
You lived with your parents
when they sued me for fucking libel!
1074
01:05:55,458 --> 01:05:58,208
You didn’t know?
Wrong! You knew everything!
1075
01:06:02,167 --> 01:06:03,667
Go on, answer.
1076
01:06:04,583 --> 01:06:06,167
You’re silent. Answer.
1077
01:06:07,500 --> 01:06:08,542
What can I say?
1078
01:06:08,708 --> 01:06:10,917
You have to answer, Joseph!
1079
01:06:11,917 --> 01:06:14,708
Did I shut up in front of my mother? No!
1080
01:06:14,917 --> 01:06:17,042
I fought. From the age of 12.
1081
01:06:17,208 --> 01:06:20,667
To defend my sister, your mother!
My cousins, my friends!
1082
01:06:20,833 --> 01:06:23,417
Our Mother full of Hate,
I know it by heart.
1083
01:06:23,750 --> 01:06:25,667
You bow down before Alice.
1084
01:06:25,917 --> 01:06:27,792
Does not hating me
make you mature?
1085
01:06:27,958 --> 01:06:30,500
Keeping quiet all these years
dooms you!
1086
01:06:54,583 --> 01:06:55,917
May I have a seat?
1087
01:06:56,583 --> 01:06:58,083
You seem bored.
1088
01:06:58,708 --> 01:07:00,250
No, I’m drinking.
1089
01:07:00,417 --> 01:07:03,417
Want to go smoke a cigarette with me?
1090
01:07:04,583 --> 01:07:06,167
I’m so drunk...
1091
01:07:06,458 --> 01:07:08,875
I don’t think I can stand up, miss.
1092
01:07:09,917 --> 01:07:11,833
So I’ll stay by your side.
1093
01:07:17,583 --> 01:07:19,167
There’s a woman there.
1094
01:07:20,375 --> 01:07:22,417
You’ve been avoiding her gaze.
1095
01:07:22,583 --> 01:07:24,167
Is she your companion?
1096
01:07:24,583 --> 01:07:25,583
My sister.
1097
01:07:26,625 --> 01:07:28,500
Why is she so far away?
1098
01:07:28,708 --> 01:07:29,667
Well!
1099
01:07:29,833 --> 01:07:32,458
My sister hasn’t spoken to me in years.
1100
01:07:33,083 --> 01:07:37,083
When she sees me in the street,
she runs away, horrified.
1101
01:07:38,458 --> 01:07:39,667
Why?
1102
01:07:42,750 --> 01:07:45,250
Answering would raise a moral issue.
1103
01:07:45,875 --> 01:07:48,792
I am the object of her hate,
and that suffices.
1104
01:07:56,625 --> 01:07:57,750
So...
1105
01:07:59,000 --> 01:08:00,458
are you brave?
1106
01:08:01,708 --> 01:08:02,792
Very brave.
1107
01:08:06,292 --> 01:08:08,125
Go speak to her now.
1108
01:08:09,417 --> 01:08:10,167
Why?
1109
01:08:10,875 --> 01:08:12,500
To please me.
1110
01:08:13,667 --> 01:08:14,750
In that case...
1111
01:08:22,250 --> 01:08:23,083
Alice!
1112
01:08:29,833 --> 01:08:31,000
I’ll go.
1113
01:08:41,542 --> 01:08:43,000
Alice, look at me.
1114
01:08:49,250 --> 01:08:51,250
We have nothing in common.
1115
01:08:51,958 --> 01:08:53,833
What do you want from me?
1116
01:08:54,917 --> 01:08:56,792
I want you to go to prison.
1117
01:08:58,042 --> 01:09:01,417
That you never get out,
that you pay for your pride.
1118
01:09:02,792 --> 01:09:03,958
You’re strong.
1119
01:09:32,875 --> 01:09:34,125
That went over well.
1120
01:09:37,750 --> 01:09:39,250
Now I believe you.
1121
01:09:39,417 --> 01:09:41,167
I really have to wear this?
1122
01:09:41,333 --> 01:09:45,250
Yes, the paintings are damaged enough.
I protect them.
1123
01:09:46,292 --> 01:09:48,458
Here, this is for you.
1124
01:09:49,083 --> 01:09:50,417
Follow me.
1125
01:10:21,792 --> 01:10:23,208
A little ibex,
1126
01:10:23,750 --> 01:10:24,875
bison,
1127
01:10:25,042 --> 01:10:26,292
horses.
1128
01:10:27,667 --> 01:10:29,000
What are the sticks?
1129
01:10:29,167 --> 01:10:30,292
Claviforms.
1130
01:10:30,625 --> 01:10:31,667
Letters?
1131
01:10:31,833 --> 01:10:32,875
Signs.
1132
01:10:33,583 --> 01:10:34,458
Of what?
1133
01:10:35,042 --> 01:10:36,708
Women, little women.
1134
01:10:39,792 --> 01:10:41,542
And that little house?
1135
01:10:42,917 --> 01:10:44,375
It’s a vulva.
1136
01:10:54,458 --> 01:10:56,458
I’d like you to bear our child.
1137
01:10:57,708 --> 01:10:58,792
My God.
1138
01:11:01,000 --> 01:11:02,083
When?
1139
01:11:09,792 --> 01:11:11,792
The monks are so hospitable...
1140
01:11:13,667 --> 01:11:16,042
At night, they sleep in coffins.
1141
01:11:16,208 --> 01:11:17,333
In coffins?
1142
01:11:17,500 --> 01:11:18,917
In coffins, yes.
1143
01:11:19,083 --> 01:11:20,167
But why?
1144
01:11:20,875 --> 01:11:22,750
That’s the rule of the order.
1145
01:11:22,917 --> 01:11:24,292
Yes, but why?
1146
01:11:24,750 --> 01:11:29,542
The monks try to make up
for all sins committed by all sinners.
1147
01:11:30,292 --> 01:11:31,250
Thank you.
1148
01:11:32,667 --> 01:11:33,583
Alice.
1149
01:11:34,208 --> 01:11:36,750
You must leave us
and go to the hospital.
1150
01:11:41,833 --> 01:11:43,292
My father or my mother?
1151
01:11:44,458 --> 01:11:45,500
Your mother.
1152
01:11:45,667 --> 01:11:46,583
It’s the end.
1153
01:12:23,042 --> 01:12:24,750
She passed an hour ago.
1154
01:12:28,875 --> 01:12:31,708
I want her in her black dress with shoes.
1155
01:12:33,458 --> 01:12:34,333
All right.
1156
01:12:35,125 --> 01:12:36,417
I want to leave.
1157
01:12:38,417 --> 01:12:39,708
Get me out of here.
1158
01:12:51,708 --> 01:12:54,042
Last night I dreamt she woke up.
1159
01:12:57,875 --> 01:13:00,000
See, now I’m an orphan.
1160
01:13:11,042 --> 01:13:14,792
I take your mother to the funeral home.
We’ll prepare her.
1161
01:13:21,083 --> 01:13:22,542
You want the medallion?
1162
01:13:22,833 --> 01:13:24,583
I’ll put it back on her after.
1163
01:13:36,458 --> 01:13:37,542
Who is it?
1164
01:13:39,083 --> 01:13:40,917
I think it’s my nephew.
1165
01:13:43,958 --> 01:13:45,500
His name was Jacob.
1166
01:13:47,417 --> 01:13:50,000
But I never knew him.
1167
01:14:04,458 --> 01:14:05,708
Do you need help?
1168
01:14:12,375 --> 01:14:14,500
Madam, can I help you?
1169
01:14:14,792 --> 01:14:16,167
Leave me alone!
1170
01:14:29,958 --> 01:14:31,083
It’s Mom.
1171
01:14:39,875 --> 01:14:42,417
Honey, I can’t bear seeing you suffer.
1172
01:14:44,000 --> 01:14:46,750
Look at all she gave you!
1173
01:14:47,333 --> 01:14:49,125
We came for her clothes.
1174
01:14:50,583 --> 01:14:53,833
He can’t go to the funeral home.
I’ll stay with him.
1175
01:14:55,625 --> 01:14:57,583
Bring your mother’s stuff?
1176
01:14:57,750 --> 01:14:58,750
Yes, sure.
1177
01:15:10,167 --> 01:15:11,875
Here I found it.
1178
01:15:12,125 --> 01:15:13,417
There you go.
1179
01:15:13,583 --> 01:15:14,958
Now the shoes.
1180
01:15:15,250 --> 01:15:16,708
- What?
- Shoes.
1181
01:15:16,958 --> 01:15:19,042
- What shoes?
- Black ones.
1182
01:15:19,208 --> 01:15:20,792
Here they are.
1183
01:15:21,583 --> 01:15:22,625
Take this.
1184
01:15:27,875 --> 01:15:30,792
Come in, it’s warm.
You seem frozen.
1185
01:15:30,958 --> 01:15:31,875
It’s cold out.
1186
01:15:32,042 --> 01:15:33,292
Here for Mrs. Vuillard?
1187
01:15:33,458 --> 01:15:34,750
My condolences.
1188
01:15:34,917 --> 01:15:37,333
You’re expected.
Fidèle, her son?
1189
01:15:37,875 --> 01:15:39,125
I’m the other.
1190
01:15:39,583 --> 01:15:41,708
Fine, we’re aware of the situation.
1191
01:15:41,875 --> 01:15:43,875
No worries.
There’s no problem.
1192
01:15:44,042 --> 01:15:46,750
We’ll meet in the back of the building.
1193
01:15:46,917 --> 01:15:50,042
There’s a small door.
You go by the outside,
1194
01:15:50,208 --> 01:15:51,750
I’ll meet you from within.
1195
01:15:51,958 --> 01:15:54,792
- The back?
- On your right. I’ll join you.
1196
01:16:04,083 --> 01:16:05,417
This way, please.
1197
01:16:06,292 --> 01:16:07,208
This way.
1198
01:16:09,292 --> 01:16:10,292
Live far?
1199
01:16:10,708 --> 01:16:12,292
- Do you live far?
- Toulouse.
1200
01:16:12,458 --> 01:16:13,542
Long haul.
1201
01:16:13,875 --> 01:16:14,917
Just get in?
1202
01:16:15,417 --> 01:16:16,333
No.
1203
01:16:17,042 --> 01:16:19,167
Can I get you some coffee?
1204
01:16:21,208 --> 01:16:22,792
I’ll let you take a seat.
1205
01:16:24,875 --> 01:16:27,042
Why are you sneaking me in?
1206
01:16:27,208 --> 01:16:28,958
Your mother has another visit.
1207
01:16:29,292 --> 01:16:31,792
I’ll come for you
once the visitors leave.
1208
01:16:31,958 --> 01:16:34,083
Sit down.
Make yourself comfortable.
1209
01:16:41,292 --> 01:16:43,583
Marie-Louise was older than my father.
1210
01:16:46,292 --> 01:16:49,542
She had lots of siblings.
Abel was all alone.
1211
01:16:51,750 --> 01:16:54,167
He married her because he was alone.
1212
01:16:57,792 --> 01:16:58,917
One evening,
1213
01:17:00,375 --> 01:17:01,792
I was a teen,
1214
01:17:02,458 --> 01:17:05,333
he was out of work,
undergoing a depression.
1215
01:17:05,500 --> 01:17:07,292
He had too much to drink.
1216
01:17:08,750 --> 01:17:12,208
He said that his was a loveless marriage.
1217
01:17:13,125 --> 01:17:15,708
I couldn’t hear my mother
spoken of like that.
1218
01:17:17,667 --> 01:17:18,958
I was...
1219
01:17:20,083 --> 01:17:21,333
his young bride.
1220
01:17:25,125 --> 01:17:27,458
I won’t see Louis at the funeral.
1221
01:17:28,125 --> 01:17:29,333
You will.
1222
01:17:29,833 --> 01:17:31,667
You will see Louis there.
1223
01:17:32,375 --> 01:17:33,917
I have no more defenses.
1224
01:17:34,667 --> 01:17:36,083
You’ll see your brother.
1225
01:17:36,750 --> 01:17:38,167
You’ll shake his hand.
1226
01:17:39,208 --> 01:17:40,917
And everything will be fine.
1227
01:17:43,458 --> 01:17:45,333
I can’t undo what I’ve done.
1228
01:17:51,410 --> 01:17:54,160
Mrs. Vuillard’s clothing.
1229
01:17:54,542 --> 01:17:57,625
- Prefer to come back later?
- I won’t be back.
1230
01:18:04,042 --> 01:18:05,500
What are you doing?
1231
01:18:06,250 --> 01:18:07,333
Rummaging about.
1232
01:18:08,208 --> 01:18:09,333
Good.
1233
01:18:10,500 --> 01:18:13,292
I found the draft
of a book I wrote at age 19.
1234
01:18:15,083 --> 01:18:16,292
How is it?
1235
01:18:16,667 --> 01:18:17,917
Very bad.
1236
01:18:21,625 --> 01:18:23,333
Will you take it up again?
1237
01:18:26,458 --> 01:18:28,167
What are you doing?
1238
01:18:28,333 --> 01:18:29,875
Burning it.
1239
01:18:30,917 --> 01:18:34,042
I found my letters to Alice
when she was in Paris.
1240
01:18:34,500 --> 01:18:36,458
Why are they at your parents’?
1241
01:18:36,625 --> 01:18:37,792
I don’t know.
1242
01:18:37,958 --> 01:18:40,083
I figured she’d have tossed them.
1243
01:18:41,583 --> 01:18:43,625
You’re burning them as well?
1244
01:18:44,542 --> 01:18:46,958
I’m burning my vessels.
1245
01:18:48,917 --> 01:18:51,042
Then you must start writing again.
1246
01:19:16,125 --> 01:19:18,833
- The printer.
- Very kind of you, honey.
1247
01:19:19,375 --> 01:19:20,750
You don’t use the kitchen?
1248
01:19:20,917 --> 01:19:22,542
I can’t.
It’s Yom Kippur.
1249
01:19:23,250 --> 01:19:25,708
Okay, can I make coffee anyway?
1250
01:19:26,708 --> 01:19:28,750
Let me remind you, you’re Catholic.
1251
01:19:28,917 --> 01:19:31,583
And you’re gay.
You should be more tolerant.
1252
01:19:32,167 --> 01:19:33,500
I’ll remember.
1253
01:19:34,320 --> 01:19:36,450
What can I say
about your mother?
1254
01:19:36,625 --> 01:19:37,792
Say nothing.
1255
01:19:37,958 --> 01:19:40,458
An immeasurable loss.
What did you do?
1256
01:19:41,375 --> 01:19:42,750
I began a new book.
1257
01:19:42,917 --> 01:19:44,500
Great.
What’s it about?
1258
01:19:45,292 --> 01:19:46,292
Guess.
1259
01:19:46,458 --> 01:19:47,875
Oh, I can guess!
1260
01:19:48,083 --> 01:19:50,083
- You didn’t eat?
- No, I promise.
1261
01:19:50,542 --> 01:19:52,208
- Hungry?
- No, thirsty!
1262
01:19:52,500 --> 01:19:54,250
My first Kippur in a synagogue.
1263
01:19:54,417 --> 01:19:56,875
You talk too much.
It’s a day of gravity.
1264
01:19:58,833 --> 01:19:59,833
Put this on.
1265
01:20:00,542 --> 01:20:01,375
Just a sec.
1266
01:20:03,167 --> 01:20:03,917
Perfect.
1267
01:20:04,083 --> 01:20:05,583
You wore leather shoes.
1268
01:20:06,000 --> 01:20:07,000
Fuck.
1269
01:20:07,250 --> 01:20:08,292
What are you doing?
1270
01:20:08,458 --> 01:20:09,917
Who cares?
You’re Christian!
1271
01:20:10,083 --> 01:20:12,833
Socks in synagogue is a total shanda.
1272
01:21:05,583 --> 01:21:07,333
What he’s saying?
1273
01:21:09,083 --> 01:21:12,792
“No man shall approach his relatives
to uncover their nakedness.
1274
01:21:13,208 --> 01:21:14,417
“I am the Lord.
1275
01:21:15,125 --> 01:21:17,917
“You shall not uncover
the nakedness of your father
1276
01:21:18,250 --> 01:21:20,292
“or the nakedness of your mother.
1277
01:21:20,583 --> 01:21:23,833
“You shall not uncover
the nakedness of your sister,
1278
01:21:24,500 --> 01:21:27,167
“whether your father’s or mother’s child
1279
01:21:27,417 --> 01:21:31,208
“born in the home or outside the home.”
1280
01:21:33,417 --> 01:21:36,292
The window was so wet I couldn’t see.
1281
01:21:36,875 --> 01:21:40,083
I ran downstairs.
I was wearing my nightshirt.
1282
01:21:40,667 --> 01:21:42,292
And that poor fellow
1283
01:21:43,083 --> 01:21:44,250
was there,
1284
01:21:45,042 --> 01:21:47,167
in the rain, shivering.
1285
01:21:48,208 --> 01:21:49,750
One week later,
1286
01:21:50,333 --> 01:21:51,375
he died.
1287
01:21:52,667 --> 01:21:54,875
He was buried in Oughterard.
1288
01:21:55,333 --> 01:21:57,042
The day I heard that...
1289
01:21:59,292 --> 01:22:00,708
that he was dead,
1290
01:22:02,208 --> 01:22:03,458
that day...
1291
01:22:08,625 --> 01:22:11,167
What a poor part I played in her life.
1292
01:22:11,750 --> 01:22:13,417
I was just her husband.
1293
01:22:14,500 --> 01:22:18,167
Now she sleeps
as if we’d never lived together
1294
01:22:18,333 --> 01:22:19,542
as man and wife.
1295
01:22:20,125 --> 01:22:24,000
Hers was no longer the face
for which Michael Furey braved death.
1296
01:22:24,333 --> 01:22:25,417
Yes.
1297
01:22:26,375 --> 01:22:28,083
The newspapers were right:
1298
01:22:28,250 --> 01:22:30,083
snow all over Ireland.
1299
01:22:30,500 --> 01:22:34,125
It falls onto the dark,
mutinous Shannon waves.
1300
01:22:39,750 --> 01:22:40,625
Come.
1301
01:22:46,792 --> 01:22:47,875
Did you enjoy it?
1302
01:22:48,458 --> 01:22:49,417
Yes.
1303
01:22:54,083 --> 01:22:55,667
It was my joy.
1304
01:22:57,292 --> 01:22:59,667
Today is our last day together.
1305
01:23:01,292 --> 01:23:03,458
I’m going to bury my mother soon.
1306
01:23:03,917 --> 01:23:05,333
The play is over.
1307
01:23:08,208 --> 01:23:11,625
I’m so small. I can’t help you.
1308
01:23:12,208 --> 01:23:14,042
It’s the theater that’s small.
1309
01:23:21,000 --> 01:23:22,583
I’d like that...
1310
01:23:23,333 --> 01:23:25,708
you never have despair.
1311
01:23:26,000 --> 01:23:28,125
I’d like you to forgive yourself.
1312
01:23:29,833 --> 01:23:32,125
One day I’ll be worth it.
1313
01:23:33,167 --> 01:23:36,042
And that day, I’ll call you.
1314
01:23:45,417 --> 01:23:47,125
This is your shelter?
1315
01:23:50,375 --> 01:23:52,458
Then it’s time to say goodbye.
1316
01:24:04,417 --> 01:24:06,542
Lucia! What’s wrong?
1317
01:24:08,292 --> 01:24:10,292
When did you last eat?
1318
01:24:10,750 --> 01:24:12,125
Two days ago.
1319
01:24:13,500 --> 01:24:15,375
I can’t buy food.
1320
01:24:16,125 --> 01:24:18,292
They stole my money the other night.
1321
01:24:18,458 --> 01:24:20,000
I’ll go shopping for you.
1322
01:24:25,083 --> 01:24:28,083
- She bothering you?
- She’s my friend, she’s ill.
1323
01:24:28,583 --> 01:24:30,500
Where can I find a market?
1324
01:24:30,667 --> 01:24:32,125
Behind the station.
1325
01:24:32,292 --> 01:24:33,417
I want to come.
1326
01:24:34,500 --> 01:24:37,167
You’re too weak.
Stay and I’ll be back.
1327
01:24:37,333 --> 01:24:38,333
All right?
1328
01:24:48,625 --> 01:24:49,750
On your way back?
1329
01:24:49,917 --> 01:24:52,333
I need to find
a supermarket for my friend.
1330
01:24:52,583 --> 01:24:55,083
- What friend?
- The girl I mentioned.
1331
01:24:55,625 --> 01:24:58,000
Yes, right.
Where are you now?
1332
01:24:58,167 --> 01:24:59,625
Behind the station.
1333
01:24:59,917 --> 01:25:01,833
I don’t like knowing
you’re there.
1334
01:25:02,417 --> 01:25:04,583
I was born here. I’ll be fine.
1335
01:25:05,125 --> 01:25:06,958
- What’s that noise?
- Call you back.
1336
01:25:58,708 --> 01:25:59,833
Pardon me.
1337
01:26:08,500 --> 01:26:11,167
Excuse me, I think you’re my sister.
1338
01:26:13,375 --> 01:26:16,167
I don’t recognize you,
but it’s you.
1339
01:26:17,792 --> 01:26:18,958
It’s me.
1340
01:26:21,750 --> 01:26:23,042
I’m sorry.
1341
01:26:23,208 --> 01:26:25,667
There’s food all over, it’s gross.
1342
01:26:28,583 --> 01:26:29,500
Sorry.
1343
01:26:31,000 --> 01:26:31,875
It’s fine.
1344
01:26:35,708 --> 01:26:37,958
I have to drop this stuff off.
1345
01:27:47,417 --> 01:27:48,458
Sir?
1346
01:28:06,292 --> 01:28:09,083
Morning, sir. Police. Got some ID?
1347
01:28:10,167 --> 01:28:12,333
I couldn’t sleep, forgot my wallet.
1348
01:28:12,500 --> 01:28:15,208
Drunk and disorderly.
Too early for that.
1349
01:28:15,375 --> 01:28:17,417
- Go home.
- I’m no nuisance.
1350
01:28:17,583 --> 01:28:19,750
- Throw that away and go.
- Beat it.
1351
01:28:19,917 --> 01:28:20,667
Go home.
1352
01:28:20,833 --> 01:28:23,125
Did you ever lose?
1353
01:28:23,708 --> 01:28:26,500
You only win!
What do you know about loss?
1354
01:28:41,292 --> 01:28:42,417
It’s you.
1355
01:28:43,792 --> 01:28:46,625
I was worried. I called and called.
1356
01:28:46,792 --> 01:28:48,583
Yeah, I went out.
1357
01:28:49,333 --> 01:28:50,583
I needed some air.
1358
01:28:52,083 --> 01:28:53,542
It’s good to get out.
1359
01:28:54,042 --> 01:28:55,958
Were you at the hospital?
1360
01:28:56,125 --> 01:28:57,625
No, my sister’s there.
1361
01:28:58,333 --> 01:28:59,833
I was just...
1362
01:29:00,792 --> 01:29:01,958
bumming around.
1363
01:29:03,042 --> 01:29:04,458
Do anything stupid?
1364
01:29:06,292 --> 01:29:07,292
You bet.
1365
01:29:20,625 --> 01:29:22,000
Abel is dead.
1366
01:29:23,750 --> 01:29:24,875
Yes.
1367
01:29:25,917 --> 01:29:27,042
My love.
1368
01:29:27,667 --> 01:29:29,333
I remember your parents.
1369
01:29:29,625 --> 01:29:30,667
A little.
1370
01:29:31,458 --> 01:29:33,583
They were very nice to me.
1371
01:29:34,000 --> 01:29:36,542
I didn’t know
Abel loved his wife so much.
1372
01:29:38,542 --> 01:29:40,583
She was always on his back.
1373
01:29:43,333 --> 01:29:45,083
My mother frightened me.
1374
01:29:47,625 --> 01:29:49,083
I was a bad son.
1375
01:29:49,375 --> 01:29:51,792
No, you weren’t a bad son!
1376
01:29:51,958 --> 01:29:53,375
Your anger will fade.
1377
01:29:53,833 --> 01:29:55,667
Like writing on the sand.
1378
01:30:03,417 --> 01:30:04,958
You’ve stopped speaking?
1379
01:30:05,333 --> 01:30:07,125
I’m hanging onto your voice.
1380
01:30:15,250 --> 01:30:18,875
When are you getting out of there
and coming home?
1381
01:30:20,708 --> 01:30:22,042
Maybe three days?
1382
01:30:22,333 --> 01:30:23,542
That’s long.
1383
01:30:24,083 --> 01:30:25,458
Yes, it’s long.
1384
01:30:26,292 --> 01:30:27,792
I want you so badly.
1385
01:30:28,208 --> 01:30:30,333
Me too, me too.
1386
01:30:33,750 --> 01:30:35,292
How’s life on the farm?
1387
01:30:35,542 --> 01:30:37,292
There was a storm yesterday.
1388
01:30:37,667 --> 01:30:40,208
When you get back,
you’ll see to the house.
1389
01:30:40,625 --> 01:30:41,583
Yes.
1390
01:30:41,917 --> 01:30:44,417
And I’ll finally build a road.
1391
01:30:45,000 --> 01:30:46,792
You’ll have to crack the whip.
1392
01:30:46,958 --> 01:30:50,000
I’ll crack the whip, how I love that!
1393
01:30:56,792 --> 01:30:58,458
I’m sick of being here.
1394
01:31:00,458 --> 01:31:01,667
Yes, you’re sick.
1395
01:31:02,292 --> 01:31:04,042
How will I manage at the funeral?
1396
01:31:04,208 --> 01:31:05,375
Don’t go.
1397
01:31:05,917 --> 01:31:07,500
Got enough to get by on?
1398
01:31:08,667 --> 01:31:11,125
Yes, I have enough to get by on.
1399
01:31:11,542 --> 01:31:13,000
Want me to come?
1400
01:31:13,625 --> 01:31:14,750
Yes, please.
1401
01:31:30,083 --> 01:31:31,333
Waiting for me?
1402
01:31:33,417 --> 01:31:34,833
Can you take my bags now?
1403
01:31:35,000 --> 01:31:36,708
Were you able to sleep?
1404
01:31:36,875 --> 01:31:38,208
Like an angel.
1405
01:31:46,250 --> 01:31:48,250
You’ll leave me alone tomorrow.
1406
01:31:48,833 --> 01:31:49,667
All right.
1407
01:32:00,333 --> 01:32:01,375
Louis?
1408
01:32:03,042 --> 01:32:04,500
They’re coming.
1409
01:32:24,625 --> 01:32:25,583
I can’t.
1410
01:32:27,000 --> 01:32:28,208
You won’t come?
1411
01:32:30,250 --> 01:32:31,500
We’re lowering them in.
1412
01:32:31,792 --> 01:32:33,417
I can’t, it’s beyond me.
1413
01:32:34,167 --> 01:32:35,417
Sorry, beat it.
1414
01:32:35,583 --> 01:32:36,958
Beat it, Fidèle!
1415
01:33:03,458 --> 01:33:04,958
Our parents are dead.
1416
01:33:06,625 --> 01:33:07,583
Louis,
1417
01:33:09,333 --> 01:33:10,792
the moment has come.
1418
01:33:12,125 --> 01:33:14,375
Before our blood runs dry.
1419
01:33:15,042 --> 01:33:16,875
Our café, tomorrow,
1420
01:33:17,208 --> 01:33:19,083
10 o’clock.
I’ll wait for you.
1421
01:33:25,417 --> 01:33:27,417
I’ll drive you to the airport.
1422
01:33:27,917 --> 01:33:29,167
I can’t manage, Zwy.
1423
01:33:31,125 --> 01:33:33,000
We’re tired, my friend.
1424
01:33:34,125 --> 01:33:37,875
Parents dead, no more family.
If I mention Jacob, I’ll cry.
1425
01:33:38,500 --> 01:33:40,208
You have only one land now.
1426
01:33:40,375 --> 01:33:41,583
Leave with Faunia.
1427
01:33:42,667 --> 01:33:43,792
Leave!
1428
01:34:36,583 --> 01:34:39,042
Sorry, but when is your taxi coming?
1429
01:34:39,208 --> 01:34:40,500
It’ll wait.
1430
01:34:44,333 --> 01:34:45,500
So how is it?
1431
01:34:47,542 --> 01:34:48,583
It’s you.
1432
01:34:49,000 --> 01:34:50,167
Do I please you?
1433
01:34:54,250 --> 01:34:56,167
Why not come back with me?
1434
01:34:57,208 --> 01:34:58,417
Because I can’t.
1435
01:35:02,500 --> 01:35:05,208
Stop, Louis.
That woman will kill you.
1436
01:35:05,375 --> 01:35:09,125
I already lost a child.
I won’t watch my man die next.
1437
01:35:09,583 --> 01:35:10,542
I know.
1438
01:35:14,875 --> 01:35:16,083
Come with me.
1439
01:35:55,000 --> 01:35:56,042
Pardon me.
1440
01:36:00,500 --> 01:36:01,458
It’s fine.
1441
01:36:02,792 --> 01:36:03,917
It’s all repaired.
1442
01:36:08,250 --> 01:36:10,833
You were a
real son of a bitch, you know.
1443
01:36:14,250 --> 01:36:15,625
Yeah but that...
1444
01:36:16,333 --> 01:36:17,500
it’s my style.
1445
01:36:24,583 --> 01:36:26,875
Faunia is the right woman for you.
1446
01:36:29,125 --> 01:36:30,458
Faunia laughing,
1447
01:36:31,500 --> 01:36:32,750
Faunia pregnant,
1448
01:36:33,750 --> 01:36:36,167
Faunia... in despair.
1449
01:36:38,167 --> 01:36:39,292
That’s how it is.
1450
01:36:41,042 --> 01:36:42,875
I don’t know what got into me.
1451
01:36:48,625 --> 01:36:49,917
My brother.
1452
01:36:54,000 --> 01:36:56,583
I wanted to apologize,
I don’t even know...
1453
01:36:57,125 --> 01:36:58,167
what for.
1454
01:37:29,000 --> 01:37:30,542
You okay, lover?
1455
01:37:35,667 --> 01:37:38,250
I’m not much help, none at all.
1456
01:37:39,375 --> 01:37:41,667
Today, you have a pass.
It’s on me.
1457
01:37:41,833 --> 01:37:43,250
Well, thank you!
1458
01:37:44,500 --> 01:37:45,917
Goddamn!
1459
01:37:46,833 --> 01:37:50,250
You’re built like a Greek god!
Fidèle can’t complain.
1460
01:37:50,417 --> 01:37:52,458
Don’t bother hitting on me.
1461
01:37:58,167 --> 01:37:59,333
Simon?
1462
01:38:00,333 --> 01:38:01,583
Where is my brother?
1463
01:38:01,792 --> 01:38:03,667
Your parents’ room, I think.
1464
01:38:12,833 --> 01:38:14,167
Fidèle, come here!
1465
01:38:16,708 --> 01:38:18,708
Shit, he went on the roof.
1466
01:38:19,250 --> 01:38:22,667
Fidèle, come any closer,
I’ll beat you up and jump!
1467
01:38:54,833 --> 01:38:56,042
What are you doing?
1468
01:38:57,417 --> 01:38:59,708
Another scene? You want to jump?
1469
01:39:02,792 --> 01:39:04,750
That’s what I’m debating.
1470
01:39:05,500 --> 01:39:07,958
Can you ask Fidèle and Simon to leave?
1471
01:39:13,583 --> 01:39:17,042
If you want to jump, go on.
I’m dying of cold.
1472
01:39:19,000 --> 01:39:20,542
I’ll wait a little longer.
1473
01:39:22,167 --> 01:39:23,875
What are you thinking about?
1474
01:39:25,792 --> 01:39:28,458
About all the years
you let me love you.
1475
01:39:31,000 --> 01:39:32,583
I regret them so much.
1476
01:39:36,833 --> 01:39:38,333
I’m going back inside.
1477
01:40:22,542 --> 01:40:24,417
- Are you sick?
- I don’t know.
1478
01:40:27,917 --> 01:40:30,000
Come. You’re burning up.
1479
01:40:41,958 --> 01:40:43,333
I was terrified.
1480
01:40:44,250 --> 01:40:45,542
Go to sleep now.
1481
01:40:45,708 --> 01:40:47,792
I have to undress.
1482
01:40:47,958 --> 01:40:49,750
I’m covered in sweat.
1483
01:40:51,417 --> 01:40:53,333
You’ll be cold, naked.
1484
01:40:53,875 --> 01:40:55,500
It’s so cold.
1485
01:41:18,167 --> 01:41:19,500
I’m frozen.
1486
01:41:21,792 --> 01:41:23,417
I’ll be your blanket.
1487
01:41:23,792 --> 01:41:25,208
Certainly not!
1488
01:41:32,833 --> 01:41:35,583
How strange
to be naked in a bed with you.
1489
01:41:37,417 --> 01:41:38,750
Cover yourself.
1490
01:41:42,958 --> 01:41:44,208
Are you still cold?
1491
01:41:44,375 --> 01:41:46,250
- No, I’m fine.
- “No, I’m fine”?
1492
01:41:47,083 --> 01:41:49,583
You don’t know what you missed out on.
1493
01:41:50,167 --> 01:41:51,667
Shut up!
1494
01:41:53,250 --> 01:41:55,125
I’ve slept with so many men.
1495
01:41:55,292 --> 01:41:57,250
Don’t bring it up, please.
1496
01:41:58,042 --> 01:42:00,667
I don’t care about performance now.
1497
01:42:01,667 --> 01:42:03,000
I’m an old lady.
1498
01:42:04,917 --> 01:42:07,958
To think you hooked up
with low-life Borkman.
1499
01:42:08,292 --> 01:42:10,000
You didn’t prefer the original?
1500
01:42:11,000 --> 01:42:12,417
André is just fine.
1501
01:42:13,208 --> 01:42:14,083
Oh yeah?
1502
01:42:30,542 --> 01:42:32,417
See? I was your muse.
1503
01:42:34,083 --> 01:42:35,583
I made a writer of you.
1504
01:42:39,292 --> 01:42:40,375
Hello.
1505
01:42:40,542 --> 01:42:42,167
My name is Louis Vuillard.
1506
01:42:42,333 --> 01:42:47,083
This year I’ll be teaching you
English Translation.
1507
01:42:50,375 --> 01:42:53,583
I’ll be clumsy,
I haven’t taught in years.
1508
01:42:55,542 --> 01:42:57,833
I was tired, I lost the desire.
1509
01:42:58,833 --> 01:43:02,917
And now, once again,
I feel like speaking to you.
1510
01:43:03,083 --> 01:43:04,208
A little.
1511
01:43:05,667 --> 01:43:09,292
I know that this year,
I want to discuss poetry.
1512
01:43:12,542 --> 01:43:14,500
I’ll start with a poem
1513
01:43:14,667 --> 01:43:16,125
by an American friend.
1514
01:43:17,792 --> 01:43:20,167
Since I have an awful accent,
1515
01:43:21,583 --> 01:43:24,208
I’ll read it in its French translation.
1516
01:43:25,500 --> 01:43:27,125
So, I’ll begin.
1517
01:43:34,542 --> 01:43:36,083
“Where were we
1518
01:43:37,083 --> 01:43:40,458
“on the deck having a smoke
after a day in bed.
1519
01:43:42,042 --> 01:43:46,000
“Odd oranges and blue velvet
outline the roofs.
1520
01:43:47,583 --> 01:43:50,583
“We’ve stalled in this whistle before,
1521
01:43:51,083 --> 01:43:53,583
“the train at dusk.
1522
01:43:55,667 --> 01:43:57,583
“Thinking oompahs
1523
01:43:58,167 --> 01:44:01,750
“of dented brass
yesteryear calling on the road:
1524
01:44:02,500 --> 01:44:03,750
“cloth,
1525
01:44:04,042 --> 01:44:05,000
“hair,
1526
01:44:05,875 --> 01:44:07,958
“and a string to guide us.
1527
01:44:10,500 --> 01:44:12,292
“Take me away.
1528
01:44:13,042 --> 01:44:14,750
“Not to negate these years
1529
01:44:15,292 --> 01:44:17,375
“but I need to stay rutted in my own
1530
01:44:17,625 --> 01:44:20,208
“long enough to swerve outside...
1531
01:44:21,708 --> 01:44:23,750
“I’m working on hands to field
1532
01:44:23,917 --> 01:44:26,208
“other hoists of rescue –
1533
01:44:27,083 --> 01:44:28,250
“something...”
1534
01:44:31,750 --> 01:44:32,708
There.
1535
01:44:45,083 --> 01:44:46,000
Louis,
1536
01:44:46,667 --> 01:44:48,708
I’m writing from a faraway land.
1537
01:44:49,667 --> 01:44:53,500
Remember the book I used to read,
about the Kingdom of Abomey?
1538
01:44:54,708 --> 01:44:56,417
Guess what?
I’m here.
1539
01:44:58,750 --> 01:45:00,250
I can forget myself here.
1540
01:45:01,417 --> 01:45:03,417
Like back when we were children.
1541
01:45:06,250 --> 01:45:07,542
Every day,
1542
01:45:09,417 --> 01:45:10,750
I disappear.
1543
01:45:11,667 --> 01:45:14,833
Yesterday
I visited King Behanzin’s tomb.
1544
01:45:15,708 --> 01:45:18,458
This place overflows with history.
1545
01:45:19,208 --> 01:45:20,667
With a capital H.
1546
01:45:22,000 --> 01:45:24,125
I am overwhelmed with History.
1547
01:45:55,375 --> 01:45:57,417
I left everything behind me.
1548
01:45:58,917 --> 01:46:00,042
The theater,
1549
01:46:02,292 --> 01:46:03,292
my man,
1550
01:46:04,833 --> 01:46:06,042
my son.
1551
01:46:08,458 --> 01:46:09,750
I left.
1552
01:46:31,833 --> 01:46:34,500
I remember those lines you taught me.
1553
01:46:35,792 --> 01:46:36,792
“Chart.
1554
01:46:37,542 --> 01:46:38,625
“Compass.
1555
01:46:39,542 --> 01:46:41,000
“Done with both.”
1556
01:46:44,208 --> 01:46:45,667
I have no more chart.
1557
01:46:46,833 --> 01:46:48,208
No compass.
1558
01:46:53,042 --> 01:46:54,542
I am alive.